I've never hated and loved something so much. I had a heavy xanax addiction years ago. It caused me to go to rehab numerous times. The last time I was addicted was the worse. Was blacking out quite a bit and was taking upwards of 20mg and still knowing what I was doing. I steered clear for over 3 years, and then started taking phenibut. I believe phenibut made me crave the benzos again. Eventually (now) started purchasing etizolam online. I have taken a few of them and goddamnit. I feel so normal (to me). It's like my life is restricted due to anxiety. I often feel like I can't do certain things. Can't make strong connections with people because I am constantly worrying what they're thinking. I have trouble sometimes just holding a conversation with a person. It's funny because people tell me how social I am and how outgoing I am. They just don't know how uncomfortable I am the entire time.
Etizolam (the times I have taken it so far) have already helped me in doing so many things I normally have trouble doing. I just wish there was another anxiety med that worked like benzos that didn't cause so much damn addiction.
I feel bad because I have gone back to benzos, but I truly hope I don't go back to the way I was
Etizolam (the times I have taken it so far) have already helped me in doing so many things I normally have trouble doing. I just wish there was another anxiety med that worked like benzos that didn't cause so much damn addiction.
I feel bad because I have gone back to benzos, but I truly hope I don't go back to the way I was