Doesn't seem like it to me by reading your posts, but only a psychiatrist should diagnose that. A diagnosis like that does usually not need to be made though, since hypomania isn't usually very impairing, quite on the contrary (it'll just get on other people's nerves if it goes on for some time lol). It can amplify anxiety in some people though, while in others it could be attenuated. If there is a diagnosis of an affective illness, this alone would usually account for symptoms of anxiety as well, unless the anxiety is really a lot more pronounced than the affective symptoms.
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Uhm what the fuck, dude? No offense, but that thought alone is ridiculous. They will not know what bluelight even is and if they do, it is because they abuse drugs themselves and they surely won't take the time to search for someone who gets prescribed a medication that is prescribed in thousands of clinics of the world (or at least more than 1, right?).
Or are you part of a clinical trial limited to this one clinic? Even then it could be any of their patients posting here and they should have no issue with that.
Besides it's a real asshole move towards the op who is probably looking for help. You are basically telling him you might know of something that helps him (whether it does or not doesn't matter), but can't tell him about it. At least shoot him a pm.
Either way, spit it out... publicly! :D
they could find you through the IP of the machine connecting to the server if you browse without any kind of proxy protection.
Or through the email you used to register , if they hack into that email or if they get access to the email list on bl and they know that is your email
those are the two main ways but for almost everyone this is absolutely irrelevant since no one gives a jack about us enough to go through all that trouble to find out about our personal lives
a third way is through sentence structure , if you always use the same words and with similar structures, one with a simple program could identify you easily
Or through the email you used to register , if they hack into that email or if they get access to the email list on bl and they know that is your email
those are the two main ways but for almost everyone this is absolutely irrelevant since no one gives a jack about us enough to go through all that trouble to find out about our personal lives
a third way is through sentence structure , if you always use the same words and with similar structures, one with a simple program could identify you easily
Sometimes it helps just to know you're not alone
lol I know it's not fully rational, but it keeps the little nagging feeling from getting worse. It's not the only clinic, but I have given some info about my location, and the drug isn't all that common. I've got enough anxiety in my life from the health problems and doing my own IVs anyway.
n00bsaibot
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It helps to know what other meds people are taking.
God just pm him then for fuck's sake. It helps knowing not to be alone, but it sure the fuck doesn't help if you tell him you found a good way to cope with the problem, but aren't telling him what that is!!! use your brain man, seriously.Sometimes it helps just to know you're not alone
lol I know it's not fully rational, but it keeps the little nagging feeling from getting worse. It's not the only clinic, but I have given some info about my location, and the drug isn't all that common. I've got enough anxiety in my life from the health problems and doing my own IVs anyway.
My way of coping with the problem is by not posting what the drug is. I'll send a PM, but I don't know why the OP will care about a drug I take for a rare condition.
Unless you are talking about an entirely different condition here, it is not rare.
I don't see why your clinic would mind if you talked about what drugs you are treated with (unless the clinic is really a crack den). That's paranoid as fuck.
It's one thing being paranoid, most people here can relate to that. But busting into a thread claiming you know the magic cure for a problem the op suffers of, but you won't tell anyone and not even feeling bad about it in the slightest way because your mysterious condition excuses your behaviour, that makes you a fucking asshole in my book.
Sorry to be so direct.
Welcome to bluelight btw, the place where people will go out of their own way to share every last bit of information they have got or can acquire in order to help you.
EDIT: Maybe in order to avoid these problems while adhering to the rules dictated by your paranoid delusions, you should just not share info about your location instead of not sharing info that has the potential to help others.
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I AM talking about an entirely different condition, it's why I came here in the first place, to get more info about IVing my med. I'm sorry if my earlier posts weren't clear. I have PMed the OP. If I thought sharing more information with others would be helpful, I would.
The condition I have is rare. The medication therefore isn't common. Not everyone who takes the medication is IVing it by themselves. Is it a little irrational to not want to post my uncommon medication publicly here? Sure. I wouldn't go as far to think I have paranoid delusions though. I share what I feel comfortable doing, without increasing my anxiety as knowing I could have to run to the ER at any moment due to my condition causes enough in my life.
I posted my location after hearing about hirudoid cream. I've never heard of it and can't seem to find it here. Country matters when it comes to stuff like that.
The condition I have is rare. The medication therefore isn't common. Not everyone who takes the medication is IVing it by themselves. Is it a little irrational to not want to post my uncommon medication publicly here? Sure. I wouldn't go as far to think I have paranoid delusions though. I share what I feel comfortable doing, without increasing my anxiety as knowing I could have to run to the ER at any moment due to my condition causes enough in my life.
I posted my location after hearing about hirudoid cream. I've never heard of it and can't seem to find it here. Country matters when it comes to stuff like that.
Here's a rewording of my original intent in case it helps anyone:
I too, feel a bit of anxiety when posting on forums. The OP is not alone that way.
I find what helps me is not publicly posting details which aren't common to many people, especially details that someone may search (in my case, a drug for a rare condition). I don't feel like my anxiety is as bad as the OP's, so it might not totally help, but hopefully it's something that will help somewhat.
I too, feel a bit of anxiety when posting on forums. The OP is not alone that way.
I find what helps me is not publicly posting details which aren't common to many people, especially details that someone may search (in my case, a drug for a rare condition). I don't feel like my anxiety is as bad as the OP's, so it might not totally help, but hopefully it's something that will help somewhat.
Ok I am sorry man. I jumped the gun too fast then. Your initial post was kind of misleading to me. You've made me extremely curious about what it is you are being treated for there, not because I smell a chance to abuse some exotic pharmaceutical (I'm just not riding that wave atm), but out of sheer interest for the medical and pharmacological field. Anyway, I'll best forget about this fast, it seems like finding out would be pretty challenging.
It actually makes some sense you wouldn't want this to be found through google if that substance is very novel and you are part of a clinical trial.
Again, I apologize for my tone.
endotropic
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I feel the same way, so every time I post I pretend "endotropic" is replaced with my full name, then I decide if I still want to post what I wrote. I act that way with everything I do on the internet actually.
herbavore
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^That is pretty much my strategy, too. I don't trust the anonymity in general but I made a conscious decision on joining not to worry too much about it anyway and just be open about who I am.
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Very interesting blueIV.
We all love to research things, one thing leads to another, we find correlations, we all have OCD.
We all love to research things, one thing leads to another, we find correlations, we all have OCD.
Heh and i thought i was the only one who felt this way. It can take me up to 15 mins just to write out a paragraph at times it's bizarre. I type something then delete then type something else and on it goes. In my mind i analyse every word and how they all fit together in a sentence. It has to sound right when i read it back before i post. I feel like people might be judging me based on what i write. Dear god, having just read that i realise i really must be mad. I'm more anxious about communicating online than i am in real life. I think it has something to do with me not being able to see the person and their reaction to what i'm saying.
MAAAD.
MAAAD.
plmar
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So you're afraid of getting flamed? I remember when I was like that too, it'll go away soon enough for you.
Oh yeah, STAY AWAY FROM THE LOUNGE AT ALL COSTS! IF YOU GO THERE YOU WILL DIE.