I fucked up

[twiztidrob93]

I dont drink often but when i do i cant stop drinking and i often black out and end up doing stupid shit...this time i really fucked up and i blacked out and apparently touched friend in her sleep i dont remember doing it and would never do this sober its tearing me apart and i dont know what to do they said they dont hate me for it and it needs time to blow over but i cant help but hate myself for this

 

[wezface]

Perhaps it's time to reassess your drinking? If it's such a problem that it's making you do things that really cause you to be upset with yourself, then
a.) I think it's worth seriously considering not ever drinking that much again and
b.) it's probably not long before you're doing things while blacked out that other people find unacceptable as well. Try to forgive yourself and resolve to not get that fucked up again as this will probably help you forgive yourself. And cut yourself some slack-beating yourself up over it, especially if your friend understands and isn't upset with you.

This might be better suited for the Second Opinion subforum if you're looking for specific input, however.

 

[my innerself]

Don't be too upset with yourself, almost everyone at some point does something they regret whilst drunk. It sounds like you definitely need to slow down on your drinking or possibly even quit drinking for awhile. If I were you I'd quit drinking altogether for the time being and let all my friends know that I was quitting because how I dislike how I act when drunk and regret the things that I've done. If you do this your friend will see how remorseful you really are and how you regret your actions. Just don't be too upset with yourself mate, everyone fucks up on the drink at some point, but, how that effects our actions and choices afterwards speaks volumes.

 

[CfZrx]

Thats good you see the problem. Most of the dudes in jail don't remember their crime because of alcohol! You best quit. Good luck! I found weed helps.