My addiction got a little back in track 6 month ago, Im still abstinent to opiate. This is the positive part of the story, this addiction is worst than everything.
1 month ago I got addicted to lyrica and things got quickly from somewhat okay (my version of okay meaning not well but somewhat able to live) to desesperate (need to wding, will loss another work, will fuck up all, unable to maintain normal life, etc)
Things going to the next and me being an idiot I decided that Ill use 3hopcp for wding and continuig enduring work and all.
From here everything got blur.
I used 800mg (nofake) 3hopcp in 7 days. Days closer to 60mg and other 200mg (yes...)
Last monday everything began to be on an extreme slipery slope (began wding from lyrica 1 day before, symptom wasnt that hard at first in term of wd) but the problem was the amount of 3hopcp used since thursday before.
Eventually I got psychotic beetween tuesday and thursday morning (this week now)
Last use was wednesday 2pm and I really lost it from here.
Im not extremelly motivated to write now in my state..
If you want perhaps other detail look here :
I just want to collect experience of ppl that gone extremelly overboard with disso to see a little where Im in term of future problem. Ive not much hope to recover frankly.
1 month ago I got addicted to lyrica and things got quickly from somewhat okay (my version of okay meaning not well but somewhat able to live) to desesperate (need to wding, will loss another work, will fuck up all, unable to maintain normal life, etc)
Things going to the next and me being an idiot I decided that Ill use 3hopcp for wding and continuig enduring work and all.
From here everything got blur.
I used 800mg (nofake) 3hopcp in 7 days. Days closer to 60mg and other 200mg (yes...)
Last monday everything began to be on an extreme slipery slope (began wding from lyrica 1 day before, symptom wasnt that hard at first in term of wd) but the problem was the amount of 3hopcp used since thursday before.
Eventually I got psychotic beetween tuesday and thursday morning (this week now)
Last use was wednesday 2pm and I really lost it from here.
Im not extremelly motivated to write now in my state..
If you want perhaps other detail look here :
I just want to collect experience of ppl that gone extremelly overboard with disso to see a little where Im in term of future problem. Ive not much hope to recover frankly.