Win_-_Lose-eitherway
Greenlighter
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- Nov 1, 2023
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So currently I have been awake and alert for over 48 hours. High from smoking meth on a pipe. The comedowns for me were the absolute worst. I couldn’t stop the self pity, the self loathing and the depression. I had to find my own solution and I did. I’m diabetic and have a prescription for gabapentin for nerve pain. I drink on occasion and enjoy my marijuana vape pens. If I want to straighten out and go into public. My cure dosage is 1.5 grams of gabapentin, 400ml of vodka and smoke the Mary Jane vape pen. When the gabapentin and vodka combine in my stomach it automatically brings me back to earth and the weed brings my heart rate down. If I want to comedown and go to sleep with no feelings of sadness and depression then my dosage is 2.1 grams of gabapentin, 750ml of vodka and I smoke the Mary Jane vape pen to calm the heart down. I have just taken the dosage that will bring me down and keep me up for the day with no feelings of sadness and depression. It’s working. But now I want to get High again. The cycle of addiction knows me to well. I have been using meth for 6 years, I fall into the “long term user” category. That means I been to hell and back at least 4-5 times and for some reason I’m still alive.