iLoveYouWithaKnife
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Mar 30, 2002
- Messages
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I wasn't quite sure just how it was going to be, after I would see you standing there.
When I was in the shower I was trying to picture,
trying to place it all.
Where you would stand,
where I'd be standing...
Which direction I'd be looking
as I was talking to you.
But then I figured,
nothing every works out how I plan it.
So I thought about something else.
And there were a few times,
That I'd be walking to work and I don't know why,
but I hoped you be standing there.
Over by the jukebox or playing darts.
But you never were.
So perhaps I wasn't too excited on my way down,
because I thought it was going to be one of those times.
But then I realized,
you were there.
My caller ID said so.
'Henry's Bar'
So I hopped over the one snowbank and walked through the door.
Straight past you.
Sat down ordered a beer.
Saw that you were shooting and sitting on the far end.
Oh I get it, away from megatouch,
the gigantic piggy bank
that never quite wants to give me back my money.
I'll play some music, while you shoot.
And it turned out to be how i figured,
I didn't know where i'd be standing, or looking.
At least I got something right.
I kissed your cheek.
Something's not feeling right.
And I really wish that it did.
Ok, let's shoot a game.
I have some time before I have to start work.
I mean, if that's what you want to call it.
You want to go see Charlie?
Ok, my boss won't mind
if I step out for a bit.
I'd like to go check out this guitar again
anyway.
Damn, he's closed.
Then you stopped me and hugged me,
wanted to kiss me
but I pulled away.
What a fucking asshole I am.
My attention was caught by this passing car.
And I wonder what those two people
were talking about.
And I wondered if those two people
ever stopped to wonder
What I was doing standing on that corner
with someone's arms around me.
And realize what was going on.
That we really did want to be together.
I just don't think we know how to.
But, we'll get it right,
eventually.
I'm sure of it.
Then that car was out of sight.
I got so loopy the rest of the night.
I remember telling Jer
I had enough.
I was spilling drinks down my arm.
He didn't mind.
I didn't either.
Sit down next you.
Finally.
Wait, how'd we end up in the bathroom?
and where the hell are my cigarettes?
Let's go home.
It's been a while,
since I got so drunk
I fell down in the snow.
Oh wait, that happened the night before.
Only this time,
you were here to pick me up.
How lovely.
I remember you tickling me
before we fell asleep
Saying,
"oh miss high girl, is something funny"
Or something like that,
I can't quite remember.
And I remember thinking
before I fell asleep
Just how much it is
That I love you.
I woke up on the wrong side of the bed today.
Literally.
You know I can't sleep on that side
And you can't sleep on mine.
It's like once again,
something wasn't right...
but this time....
it didn't seem to matter
because we were waking up
next to one another.
...waking up together.
I layed there for a minute
and just stared at you.
How fucking beautiful,
I thought.
Are you cold, baby?
Let me get you some jammies,
and I'll get the other blanket
that's on the floor.
8.30 in the morning,
what the fuck is that?
Any other day
I'd stay in bed until three.
Ah well,
let me take a shower.
And let me think
once again,
just what it is I have
upstairs.
In my bed.
Besides a cover hog.
But I don't mind,
there's always more blankets
and if not
I'll just snuggle up to you
for warmness.
I don't think you'd mind.
Straighten up my room a bit.
Pick up this messy pile of clothes off the floor.
They were last night, where we left them.
Look over at you,
once again
still sleeping.
Why is it I'm up so early?
I'm going to crawl back in
but on the weakerthans
and just lay there
it doesn't matter if i fall back asleep.
i'm just kinda going to lay next to you.
and think about
how this is totally something,
that i could get used to.
When I was in the shower I was trying to picture,
trying to place it all.
Where you would stand,
where I'd be standing...
Which direction I'd be looking
as I was talking to you.
But then I figured,
nothing every works out how I plan it.
So I thought about something else.
And there were a few times,
That I'd be walking to work and I don't know why,
but I hoped you be standing there.
Over by the jukebox or playing darts.
But you never were.
So perhaps I wasn't too excited on my way down,
because I thought it was going to be one of those times.
But then I realized,
you were there.
My caller ID said so.
'Henry's Bar'
So I hopped over the one snowbank and walked through the door.
Straight past you.
Sat down ordered a beer.
Saw that you were shooting and sitting on the far end.
Oh I get it, away from megatouch,
the gigantic piggy bank
that never quite wants to give me back my money.
I'll play some music, while you shoot.
And it turned out to be how i figured,
I didn't know where i'd be standing, or looking.
At least I got something right.
I kissed your cheek.
Something's not feeling right.
And I really wish that it did.
Ok, let's shoot a game.
I have some time before I have to start work.
I mean, if that's what you want to call it.
You want to go see Charlie?
Ok, my boss won't mind
if I step out for a bit.
I'd like to go check out this guitar again
anyway.
Damn, he's closed.
Then you stopped me and hugged me,
wanted to kiss me
but I pulled away.
What a fucking asshole I am.
My attention was caught by this passing car.
And I wonder what those two people
were talking about.
And I wondered if those two people
ever stopped to wonder
What I was doing standing on that corner
with someone's arms around me.
And realize what was going on.
That we really did want to be together.
I just don't think we know how to.
But, we'll get it right,
eventually.
I'm sure of it.
Then that car was out of sight.
I got so loopy the rest of the night.
I remember telling Jer
I had enough.
I was spilling drinks down my arm.
He didn't mind.
I didn't either.
Sit down next you.
Finally.
Wait, how'd we end up in the bathroom?
and where the hell are my cigarettes?Let's go home.
It's been a while,
since I got so drunk
I fell down in the snow.
Oh wait, that happened the night before.
Only this time,
you were here to pick me up.
How lovely.
I remember you tickling me
before we fell asleep
Saying,
"oh miss high girl, is something funny"
Or something like that,
I can't quite remember.
And I remember thinking
before I fell asleep
Just how much it is
That I love you.
I woke up on the wrong side of the bed today.
Literally.
You know I can't sleep on that side
And you can't sleep on mine.
It's like once again,
something wasn't right...
but this time....
it didn't seem to matter
because we were waking up
next to one another.
...waking up together.
I layed there for a minute
and just stared at you.
How fucking beautiful,
I thought.
Are you cold, baby?
Let me get you some jammies,
and I'll get the other blanket
that's on the floor.
8.30 in the morning,
what the fuck is that?
Any other day
I'd stay in bed until three.
Ah well,
let me take a shower.
And let me think
once again,
just what it is I have
upstairs.
In my bed.
Besides a cover hog.
But I don't mind,
there's always more blankets
and if not
I'll just snuggle up to you
for warmness.
I don't think you'd mind.
Straighten up my room a bit.
Pick up this messy pile of clothes off the floor.
They were last night, where we left them.
Look over at you,
once again
still sleeping.
Why is it I'm up so early?
I'm going to crawl back in
but on the weakerthans
and just lay there
it doesn't matter if i fall back asleep.
i'm just kinda going to lay next to you.
and think about
how this is totally something,
that i could get used to.
