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i finally caved and gave into the (blue)light

da.curious.monkee

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apologies for the corny title, but i'm not sorry.
hey bluelight! i'm leonel, i'm happily 21, and i'm from the southern united states. in all honesty, i'm not particularly "new" to bluelight, i've been using the information provided for well over a year, but i've finally caved and decided to join. i'm currently in college and studying medicine, i'm a star wars geek (unfortunately), and i love myself some endorphins.
aside from the natural, i've experimented a little bit in the drug scene. from what i can remember, i've tried: alcohol, weed, dxm, vicodin/hydrocodone, shrooms, and adderall (im definitely missing something). my personal favorite is shrooms, and i highly doubt anything can beat it. i've just recently tried dxm, and in complete honesty, i'm writing this while on dxm and vicodin. i'd consider myself a 'social' user of drugs, i've never done anything on a day to day basis, i usually only do them with friends, and it's more of "i like seeing how each one feels". i'm just too curious for my own good, i guess. anyways, does anyone recommend anything to try?
nice to meet y'all!
 
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Welcome to BL!

We definitely need more of your kind, going-to-be doctors who aren't afraid of experimenting with drugs & medicines. Hopefully you maintain your open mind once your carreer starts. I would love to study medicine as well but for me it's game over (I turned 35 last year, feels like having turned into an ugly old man and am also living in a country where I struggle to learn the language required for to go to university - Spanish).

I absolutely loved DXM in my younger years btw, it's pure magic dissolved in syrup. Unfortunately did it stop working for me once I went too deep with deschloroketamine, sleep deprivation and opioids. Nowadays I get acoustic hallucinations from DXM and no more real dissociation. Enjoy it while it lasts!

I would recommend you discovering some research dissociatives like MXPr (possibly the best and closest to the good old methoxetamine). Or 3-MeO-PCE is good as well. Every one of these dissos has a common signature but also very different, distinct effects. They have massive, almost untapped (psycho)therapeutic value and can aid people with ceasing addictions, specially opioids but not limited to them. Just be aware that dissociatives can be heavily addictive if one is into escapism (what I don't think you are but there can always come that bad day which turns the tide, like a serious breakup in my case). Or if you're into partying, then one of the 5/6-(M)APBs, they are so close to MDMA but legal (? don't know whether they are covered by the US analog laws).
 
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Welcome 😁

You've come to the right place. The friend's that you will meet here will be life long friends. If you stick around long enough you might witness a miracle or two. 🙂
 
Sweet dude. Keep on keeping on sounds like a cool way to live.

As long as you can keep your use in check. Sounds like a totally fine way to live.

I took mushrooms for years . Best memories with friends tbh, 3 of us went golfing a few times tripping. It was the best fucking time. We ended up just sitting on a hill in our carts just watching everything. We drove around in our carts really slow I literally felt like we were on a safari. occasionally one of us actually tried to play. The beauty of it is they don't give a f*** they already have your money so as long as you're not vandalizing something or causing a scene no one cares it was absolutely stunning how much fun it was.

Look man there's all kinds of drugs that you could try but what's the rush. You're 21 years old you know you already found some things that you like and you can do reasonably safely. I think your good for now. Maybe a lil LSD later . MDMA if that's your thing . They are both pretty fun .

Just like be safe though you know. Take care of your body and family and all that good stuff man so safe travels man peace
 
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