So, you sound exactly like me.
What I remeber
ADD

ir, adderall xr, Ritalin ir, Ritalin xr, concerta, welbutrion, the blue capsule that is non narcotic. Adderall ir I spent ages trying all 3 generics then finally went to brand name..was too strong.
All benzos, SSRIs busbar vybrid alot I forget for godsake.
My advice. Meds are awful.
Study briefly depression°anxiety search activities, foods, hobbies, life habits these all contribute to all add dep anxiety. Some docs just want to prescribe add meds. I have a pain doc, she's awesome texts me and all. But during my appointments she has mentioned watch out for my 16 month old for add symptoms.....bitch he is 16 months old. She's great right? Obviously not 100% some docs are actually legit and just treat patients for the greater good. Then some are loons who get kickbacks from drug companies and then push meds. Fact
Stimulants, oo legal speed. Crap
Benzos, ya they are nice, you can also take an amount of xanax and completely black out...I would revert up to my advice