I don't wanna

I don't feel like gettin up
Or getting a shower
Although I just got off work 2 hrs ago
I go back to work at 4
Fucking joy
I don't have energy or desire to do day to day life shit anymore...it just happens if it has to happen...if it doesn't it doesn't. I sort of have to do shit today, which requires shower, civilian clothes....once I get going I'm alright...but goddamnit.
Such is depression.

 

The hardest part of anything is starting. A body in motion stays in motion, and all that jazz. When I was really depressed, I found that forcing myself to get up, shower, get dressed, etc... and leave the house every single day helped. Often it was just to take a walk to get some groceries, or a walk for its own sake. Just something to get out of that space, and a bit out of my head.

Just a suggestion. Sometimes we have to force ourselves to do things that are good for us, even when we really don't want to do them.