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andyn6990

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Where do i start i went 6 weeks clean until tonite and i feel absolutely distraught and feel like im gonna be hooked for life, basically i dunno wot is goin on but here it goes, i have this anxiety that is everywhere like im concious of every movement i make and its stressing my head out so much i will just lay staring at the wal it feels like something is blocking me doing things i want to do and my depression is gettin worse , if i get just a lil bit more numb i wont feel anything and i feel powerless to stop it , then i have this thing where i keep kind of hearing voices in my mind saying negative things but its like i have a different perseption so its echoing in the background like an example any little noise outside turns into actual words in my mind negative bout me so ive shut all my windows to stop that but another example is i was on xbox last nite with my best m8 over head fones and even then i started gettin paranoid thinking he was trying to listen or trap me somehow and i feel like my wispers or small talk are being broadcasted outside which is really distressing!, can anyone give any light into wot the hell is goin on coz i cant take this anymore im worried im developing schitzophrenia:-(
 
Have you been to a Doc at all? ( it probably is nothing too serious, just prolonged after effects)
I have never taken it, but stims can have some shakey, long after effects... this one is an experimaental stim so dont know what doses you were taking/composition of it...
You've been off for 6wks, so Doc would be best port of call without a doubt, just to get everything clear.
Sorry I cant be of more help but sure others will be able to shed some more light on it for you.<3
 
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do you live with any-one?

i would tell them what has been going on, and what is occurring -
if this is an option, to help support you with finding out whats happening exactly.
finding out what is happening, and what helps if any thing is actually needed as far as medications or supplements; is the best way to control or inhibit any possible further progression.

you may feel alone atm, but the more you open up and seek help for this, the more youll see that you arent at alone ~at all.
this is one of the biggest steps we take in life ; acknowledging and accepting.
this is your way, in a big way... but big events handled well bring big results
we never considered.
 
I wish people would stop taking these legal highs...........some of these legal highs are far more dangerous than the illegal drugs.

As far as what you are going threw, it may be anxiety & some chemical imbalances that will correct themselves with passing time. Just stay away from all drugs for several months. I found that weed would trigger flashbacks of LSD trips for me months later. I had a friend that did LSD years back & for months he wasnt right. He would sit at a green light just staring until I told him to start driving. Eventually everything corrected itself. The brain is a powerful mechanism & needs time to heal.
 
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I have no idea what the hell that drug you where taking actually does (ya im old :\ ) but if it's a stimulant as has been pointed out long term use can cause alot of problems that persist after you stop taking them. I don't know exactly what receptors that drug affects but i know that stims like coke and amphetamines can really fuck with your head after long term use.

Alcohol also can have a long lasting impact on your brain after long term heavy use and i have experienced this first hand. When i quit drinking i would say it took me almost a year to get back to feeling somewhat normal and even then my anxiety got so bad it had to be treated and still is with benzodiazepines. Granted i was a alcoholic for years and got to the point where i had no control over my drinking at all.

I don't think it would hurt at all to see a doctor about this honestly especially if the depression and anxiety is crippling.
 
I don't think schizophrenics worry about having schizophrenia. Alot of drugs can induce auditory hilucinations. God bless
 
Just stay clean. Go to an NA meeting if you feel you gotta problem
 
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