• The Dark Side 💕 Welcome Guest 💕
    Posting Rules Bluelight Rules
    Notable Threads Urgent Hotlines
    Bereavement Mindfulness
    Suicide Support Anger Management
  • TDS Moderators: AlphaMethylPhenyl | paranoid android

Mental Health I don't enjoy anything

Hezman94

Hezman94

Bluelighter
Joined
Nov 19, 2018
Messages
1,133
Location
insanity
I also have to have a coffee then a fag I smoke loads cos my head keeps telling me too. Will upping my risperidone help i constantly need a dopamine fix. Also I keep going manic abdfoing mad stuff like injecting cocaine then regretting it after Im putting nysrlfy through s two day rattle to lower my tolerance but I will just wanna lie there not move not clean.
I was taking half mg risperidone but myyhiughts are spinning and one mg ain't massive dose.
I'm using cannabis edibles with cbd. To treat me.
 
Supposed bro take one mg risperidone omlynbeenntsking half a mg and ended up trying kill myself think I got an abscess cos I injected myself with loads of tablets and heroin and missed half the shots it sent me nutty I didn't taper the quetiapine havbeen onnit right year but I slept all fgkong day
 
Hezman94 said:
I also have to have a coffee then a fag I smoke loads cos my head keeps telling me too. Will upping my risperidone help i constantly need a dopamine fix. Also I keep going manic abdfoing mad stuff like injecting cocaine then regretting it after Im putting nysrlfy through s two day rattle to lower my tolerance but I will just wanna lie there not move not clean.
I was taking half mg risperidone but myyhiughts are spinning and one mg ain't massive dose.
I'm using cannabis edibles with cbd. To treat me.
Click to expand...
Man,I'm gonna Tell you something. Stop shooting Cocaine altogether. That shit Is corrosive as fk for the veins AND very hard on ur heart. Ur gonna stsrt experiencing vascular probs soon enough, Trust me Been tjere done that. Just dont
 
^I second that.

Also, stimulants and THC will not help you recover if you have a psychotic illness. They make your medication work less, or not at all even.

There are much safer ways of improving your mood. To start with, why don't you form one positive, daily habit to increase your mood. Meds aren't the whole picture at all. But using recreational drugs, especially in the beginning of being treated, is an endless and sad abyss that will tax your future goals.
 
You should start with working out, not wallowing in depression and anxiety. Marijuana will worsen many psychotic symptoms especially if your not giving it a 4 to 1 ratio with CBD being the 4 parts to 1 part thc. Also you can try tyrosine and 5htp to mitigate some of these symptoms but I’m no doctor and brain hacking can make things worse. Your first goal should be ***please do not play doctor***. CBD is a medicine not a drug. THC should also be treated the same if not more caution
 
Last edited by a moderator:
nuttynutskin said:
Anhedonia is a pretty well known effect from drug use and mental disorders. Help's out there, but you have to want it.
Click to expand...
Ya it sucks. Gotta break the cycle to escape that pain.

I am experiencing it mildly after this relapse.

But today I already feel better.

I know if I abuse a stimulant or even alcohol or cannabis I will harm my enjoyment center which can delight in mundane sober living.

Stay clean and keep your head up because using will make it worse
 
You must log in or register to reply here.
Top