i could be free..

[Shuddr2Think]

the words i could use
to explain how i feel
could fill an infinite amount
of pages
im so sick of self discovery
i don't want to know what will make me happy
inevitably it will just let me down
never be what i will
build it up to be in my head
things i don't understand
things i can't control
i just want some peace
a break from myself
a silence to this constant
sound of things unsaid
im screaming from the inside
i need to be let out
i need to get over
this
situation
before i fall over the edge
it will never be what i need it to be
everybody seems to be okay
with the way things are
complacent and unquestioning
accepting all that is given
without second thought
to the consequences and
blind to the windows
they are looking out of.
glass houses and cookie cutter dreams
if i could just break out
from under my
own mind
i could be free.

 

[someone]

that was amazing, in very few words you explained my feelings better than even I would or could... thank you, I will hang on to this!

 

[Furnace]

do you ever think that someone somewhere is feel the exact same thing as you, even though you're about a thousand miles apart?
wonderful stuff...

 

[Angelight]

you've done it again

 

[E-girl]

glass houses and cookie cutter dreams
if i could just break out
from under my
own mind
i could be free.
i love this