So the other day my girlfriend slept on the couch because I had a meeting early the next morning and because I am such a light sleeper (if she moves around or even breathes too loud I can wake up) she offered to sleep on the couch as to not disturb me.
In my living room I have a couple cameras with night vision set up because we've been having mice sneak in and I have no idea how they're getting in so I've been trying to capture them on camera. My girlfriend knows about these cameras but I guess she forgot.
Because a few days later, when I was reviewing the footage, I see my girlfriend on the couch, lying down on her belly, and she's watching something on her ipad. Now there are multiple cameras so I could see multiple angles, including her face from the front and her from the side. It becomes clear in the video that she has one hand on her crotch while shes rubbing one out, and the expression on her face is clearly that of her masturbating. Aside from the ipad (which was playing something I couldn't identify -- it didnt look like normal porn but like a movie or something), she also had her phone out and the screen was white with some text on it. She was kind of looking at both back the ipad and phone and while rubbing it out until she finally got her nut off (which was clear by her facial expressions).
I'm no prude and I kind of thought it was funny, and she is hardly sex deprived (I dick her down almost daily, maybe 5-6 days a week -- it would be more if she could handle it). That night I did not dick her down though since i was busy preparing for the next days meeting. I have watched porn with her in the past a few years back when I was buying synthetic cathinones and other very horniness inducing stimulants, along with GHB and benzos etc. I sort of regret how far some of that chemsex went, cause it made normal sex a bit a weird after since we normally don't watch porn together or get that type of freaky (like 10 hour sex marathons and all that shit).
So I didn't really care, but of couse a few things crossed my mind. For instance, while I am packing quite abit of heat (especially in terms of girth, -- she usually can't handle more than 25 minutes of sustained pounding without it discomfort, unless alot of drugs are involved, yet even then it still hurts her but she stays horny enough to play through it), one thought I had was, how if what she was watching on her ipad was something like Blacked gangbang type shit, where abunch of fools with some seriously monster dongs are simultaneously going to town on some bitch. That is something I can't compete with. I thought that was not likely cause she can barely handle this dick, but it was still a thought. And then I thought, aside from what she's watching on her ipad, why does she keep looking at her phone, is she sexting some dude?
Well, I asked her. Turns out, she was watching Euphoria, the HBO series, which has alot of sex scenes. When I rewatched the footage it was obvious that she was indeed watching Euphoria. And as far as her phone? She was reading some erotica book that she got on some app called Galatea or something like that. She showed me the stuff she was reading. It was super lame. So all softcore stuff etc.
But I wonder, say she had been actually been watching some Blacked gangbangs? I wonder how I'd feel. I think it might bother me a bit because obviously, how does one man compete with 5 massive black dicks?
In any case, my question is, what kind of porn do you women watch?
I have a feeling that the younger generation of women, like teenagers or those in their early 20's are watching ALOT more hardcore porn than older women like my girlfriend (mid/late 20s and onward).
For instance, I moved recently to a suburban area and the new gym I go to is packed with very young people, like the majority are 16 to 22 or so. I happen to be a "shower" more than "grower" so my flaccid dick is especially large, especially in terns of flaccid girth. I mean it grows, but it doesnt triple in size. But in anycase, this means I just naturally walk around with very conspicious bulge in my pants. One would think ive got like a seriously monster 10 inch dick because of it (it is definitely bigger than average, its defintely not a 10 inch monster big). But compared to any gym ive ever been to, these women (and flat out girls in some cases, i mean some are in high school) seem really preoccupied my bulge. So much so that
its made me uncomfortable cause some of these girls are like 16 and im not about that life. Ive even had to stop wearing light grey pants and switch from boxers to boxer briefs to reduce the dick print. These girls even come up to me and ask me for my snapchat or instagram, im nice but i dont give them the info. I mean i'm a fairly handsome dude, and they must think I'm in 20s or something, but I think a big part of it is definitely the bulge. And basically, i think the reason is that younger girls are watching ALOT of porn. It's actually kind of fucked up. I mean I've had it happen of course at other gyms, but not like this. And not with then trying to chat me up or flirt, or intentionally go to whatever part of the gym I'm in to peek. My girlfriend goes to the gym with me too sometimes and she notices it as well, including once overhearing some girls talking about me in the locker room.
Yet again for second I thought, "damn how if she watching some Blacked gangbang or something like that"
But I'm curious to hear if I'm right. I don't think there are any women in their year 20s or 18 or 19 here (probably on the bluelight discord there are), but what do other women watch.
And if you are women and watch porn, do you ever hide what your watching from your significant other?
In my living room I have a couple cameras with night vision set up because we've been having mice sneak in and I have no idea how they're getting in so I've been trying to capture them on camera. My girlfriend knows about these cameras but I guess she forgot.
Because a few days later, when I was reviewing the footage, I see my girlfriend on the couch, lying down on her belly, and she's watching something on her ipad. Now there are multiple cameras so I could see multiple angles, including her face from the front and her from the side. It becomes clear in the video that she has one hand on her crotch while shes rubbing one out, and the expression on her face is clearly that of her masturbating. Aside from the ipad (which was playing something I couldn't identify -- it didnt look like normal porn but like a movie or something), she also had her phone out and the screen was white with some text on it. She was kind of looking at both back the ipad and phone and while rubbing it out until she finally got her nut off (which was clear by her facial expressions).
I'm no prude and I kind of thought it was funny, and she is hardly sex deprived (I dick her down almost daily, maybe 5-6 days a week -- it would be more if she could handle it). That night I did not dick her down though since i was busy preparing for the next days meeting. I have watched porn with her in the past a few years back when I was buying synthetic cathinones and other very horniness inducing stimulants, along with GHB and benzos etc. I sort of regret how far some of that chemsex went, cause it made normal sex a bit a weird after since we normally don't watch porn together or get that type of freaky (like 10 hour sex marathons and all that shit).
So I didn't really care, but of couse a few things crossed my mind. For instance, while I am packing quite abit of heat (especially in terms of girth, -- she usually can't handle more than 25 minutes of sustained pounding without it discomfort, unless alot of drugs are involved, yet even then it still hurts her but she stays horny enough to play through it), one thought I had was, how if what she was watching on her ipad was something like Blacked gangbang type shit, where abunch of fools with some seriously monster dongs are simultaneously going to town on some bitch. That is something I can't compete with. I thought that was not likely cause she can barely handle this dick, but it was still a thought. And then I thought, aside from what she's watching on her ipad, why does she keep looking at her phone, is she sexting some dude?
Well, I asked her. Turns out, she was watching Euphoria, the HBO series, which has alot of sex scenes. When I rewatched the footage it was obvious that she was indeed watching Euphoria. And as far as her phone? She was reading some erotica book that she got on some app called Galatea or something like that. She showed me the stuff she was reading. It was super lame. So all softcore stuff etc.
But I wonder, say she had been actually been watching some Blacked gangbangs? I wonder how I'd feel. I think it might bother me a bit because obviously, how does one man compete with 5 massive black dicks?
In any case, my question is, what kind of porn do you women watch?
I have a feeling that the younger generation of women, like teenagers or those in their early 20's are watching ALOT more hardcore porn than older women like my girlfriend (mid/late 20s and onward).
For instance, I moved recently to a suburban area and the new gym I go to is packed with very young people, like the majority are 16 to 22 or so. I happen to be a "shower" more than "grower" so my flaccid dick is especially large, especially in terns of flaccid girth. I mean it grows, but it doesnt triple in size. But in anycase, this means I just naturally walk around with very conspicious bulge in my pants. One would think ive got like a seriously monster 10 inch dick because of it (it is definitely bigger than average, its defintely not a 10 inch monster big). But compared to any gym ive ever been to, these women (and flat out girls in some cases, i mean some are in high school) seem really preoccupied my bulge. So much so that
its made me uncomfortable cause some of these girls are like 16 and im not about that life. Ive even had to stop wearing light grey pants and switch from boxers to boxer briefs to reduce the dick print. These girls even come up to me and ask me for my snapchat or instagram, im nice but i dont give them the info. I mean i'm a fairly handsome dude, and they must think I'm in 20s or something, but I think a big part of it is definitely the bulge. And basically, i think the reason is that younger girls are watching ALOT of porn. It's actually kind of fucked up. I mean I've had it happen of course at other gyms, but not like this. And not with then trying to chat me up or flirt, or intentionally go to whatever part of the gym I'm in to peek. My girlfriend goes to the gym with me too sometimes and she notices it as well, including once overhearing some girls talking about me in the locker room.
Yet again for second I thought, "damn how if she watching some Blacked gangbang or something like that"
But I'm curious to hear if I'm right. I don't think there are any women in their year 20s or 18 or 19 here (probably on the bluelight discord there are), but what do other women watch.
And if you are women and watch porn, do you ever hide what your watching from your significant other?
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