shugaspiner
Bluelighter
I hate u for knowing what u know
I hate u for who u are
I hate u for having such beautiful eyes
I hate u for being an asshole
I hate u for being so sweet
I hate myself for lying
I do love u and no matter what I tell myself,
It will always be true
And these tears of longing will always fall
To meet ur cheek
Ur tongue
Those lips
Ur eyes, they make me cry
I love u so much it tears me up inside
All I want is to be with u
But distance prevails
Religion tears
Why are u not like me?
How can u deny it?
When I know what u feel too
Is true
How can u look into my eyes
And then deny
All that u feel
U know it too
These tears I shed for u
When all I want is u
I deny myself all that is really true
This fake denial, this hatred when all my heart reaches for
Are ur lips, ur tongue
You’re heart
When religion both brought us together
And now tears us apart
U don’t love me enough
But I know u love me
I tried to deny everything I feel
No, it’s not real
But who am I to deny
That all I know is love for u
I love u so much it makes me weak
It makes me cry
The one I want
I can’t deny
Yet, I have no idea why
It’s all in ur eyes
Those beautiful brown eyes
They shine, captivate me
Those lips
Why do u make me cry
I can’t have u and u are all that I want
U want me but u will never let go
U brought me the pillow – just as I knew u would
Too harsh of a reminder of what u cannot have
Too harsh of a reminder of what u want
Too much of a reminder of who u love
U can’t say I’m not the one
U can’t say I am
U can’t say u love me
U can’t deny what u feel
U can’t accept what u feel
It’s in ur eyes
Those beautiful brown eyes
They pull me in
They hold me there
They push me away
And they take me in
Those crazy faces
Those silly looks
I love when u smile
I hate ur denial
It’s for the best
I know its true
If in the end I have u
I hate u for who u are
I hate u for having such beautiful eyes
I hate u for being an asshole
I hate u for being so sweet
I hate myself for lying
I do love u and no matter what I tell myself,
It will always be true
And these tears of longing will always fall
To meet ur cheek
Ur tongue
Those lips
Ur eyes, they make me cry
I love u so much it tears me up inside
All I want is to be with u
But distance prevails
Religion tears
Why are u not like me?
How can u deny it?
When I know what u feel too
Is true
How can u look into my eyes
And then deny
All that u feel
U know it too
These tears I shed for u
When all I want is u
I deny myself all that is really true
This fake denial, this hatred when all my heart reaches for
Are ur lips, ur tongue
You’re heart
When religion both brought us together
And now tears us apart
U don’t love me enough
But I know u love me
I tried to deny everything I feel
No, it’s not real
But who am I to deny
That all I know is love for u
I love u so much it makes me weak
It makes me cry
The one I want
I can’t deny
Yet, I have no idea why
It’s all in ur eyes
Those beautiful brown eyes
They shine, captivate me
Those lips
Why do u make me cry
I can’t have u and u are all that I want
U want me but u will never let go
U brought me the pillow – just as I knew u would
Too harsh of a reminder of what u cannot have
Too harsh of a reminder of what u want
Too much of a reminder of who u love
U can’t say I’m not the one
U can’t say I am
U can’t say u love me
U can’t deny what u feel
U can’t accept what u feel
It’s in ur eyes
Those beautiful brown eyes
They pull me in
They hold me there
They push me away
And they take me in
Those crazy faces
Those silly looks
I love when u smile
I hate ur denial
It’s for the best
I know its true
If in the end I have u
