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Magical6ftblonde

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I have been snorting h for a little over a year. I switched over after a
13 year opiate habit, pills quit working. I was afraid I would OD. Started out doin this boy that looked like ramen noodle powder. Made me tingly all over. Now I cant find brown anywhere, only white. The past 3 months it's a total waste of money. Other people see the same dealer, a d 1 20 bag has them nodding. These are like 15 yr addicts - I can snort 3 bags and just feel normal. I've tried plugging - it was ok, but awkward af. I wanna shoot - but idk the mixture. Scared imma end up waiting my dope. I did it one time a few weeks ago after watching a friend for years, but still got nothing!!! I just did a fat shot an hour ago. And again nothing. I have fo e as much as 8 $20 bags in a day and still not even a nod. I dont take any scripts outside of the street drugs, so that's not an issue. Am I immune to heroin now too? Or is it just shit stuff I'm getting? I can roll a blunt and get high, but I am craving the warm n fuzzy from the boy. Wtf is wrong with me???
I even tried crack SEVERAL times and it does nothing.
This is all probably good for me, but my drug addicted ass doesn't see it like that.
What can I do???
 
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hey welcome to Bluelight @Magical6ftblonde ,@Pinkbeam , @Llyrose772 <3

Not sure if you have ever been into any treatment center or any recovery program but most places teach you about how different drugs affect the brain. Some drugs focus on the serotonin while others might hit the dopamine.
depending on what you have been doing, and in this case h.
to make is short and sweet, when you do h/any drug, it forms extra (serotonin/dopamine)receptors in the brain, to keep up with the steady flow of neurotransmitters, and well. when you run out/have no H then those extra receptors are like WTF? and cause the brain to start to panic wanting to find something to plug the empty holes/receptors.
so the shitty feeling of not being able to get high is really the extra receptors wondering where their shit is at, and even though a couple receptors are getting their fix, the ones that are going without are the ones you are going to feel.
Now eventually things will go back to normal upstairs, or depending on how much of an addictive personality you have things can get a lot worse.
Drugs like suboxone/methadone/kratom all can help by giving life to those extra receptors.
Now I am not saying go on and get on sub/methadone etc. Not sure if it is possible to get Kratom where you are at, but it is something that can help fill the void, and atleast will keep you from feeling like shit.
 
D's said:
hey welcome to Bluelight @Magical6ftblonde ,@Pinkbeam , @Llyrose772 <3

Not sure if you have ever been into any treatment center or any recovery program but most places teach you about how different drugs affect the brain. Some drugs focus on the serotonin while others might hit the dopamine.
depending on what you have been doing, and in this case h.
to make is short and sweet, when you do h/any drug, it forms extra (serotonin/dopamine)receptors in the brain, to keep up with the steady flow of neurotransmitters, and well. when you run out/have no H then those extra receptors are like WTF? and cause the brain to start to panic wanting to find something to plug the empty holes/receptors.
so the shitty feeling of not being able to get high is really the extra receptors wondering where their shit is at, and even though a couple receptors are getting their fix, the ones that are going without are the ones you are going to feel.
Now eventually things will go back to normal upstairs, or depending on how much of an addictive personality you have things can get a lot worse.
Drugs like suboxone/methadone/kratom all can help by giving life to those extra receptors.
Now I am not saying go on and get on sub/methadone etc. Not sure if it is possible to get Kratom where you are at, but it is something that can help fill the void, and atleast will keep you from feeling like shit.
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I am actually trying to find kratom here in duval. I've been to a few outpatient rehabs and been on subs and methadone before. HATE the way methadone makes me feel, and strips make my feet and legs swell. Honestly need to take this as a sign and walk away from it. Being addicted is like you're possessed. You KNOW you shouldn't do it. The guilt, the lies, the chase - spending all that time lookin for it, the things you SHOULD be spending the money on. ....but when you're in the heat of your craving .. none of that matters. You get what you want, do it....feel great for a lil bit...and then in bones the guilt...and you start all over.
I'm so weak to it.
 
Pinkbeam said:
It sounds like your body and brain need a break from the drugs for a bit. I know that's not what you wanna do..... you have probably depleted all your dopamine.
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OMG!! So fuckin blonde. Or maybe just too sober to think straight, but I forgot all about my dopamine and serotonin issues. Now I'm researching all things dopamine. Weed must work differently. Cuz I can still smoke and get high. I did read something that said hardcore smokin could result in a dopamine deficiency. I've never been a hardcore smoker. However, I DO have depression, anxiety, PTSD all that shit...and all of those things are the result of low serotonin and dopamine.
 
OrbitalCombustion said:
Sounds like shit dope to be honest. Where im at the tar is so strong it'll knock you out. I'm a 20 year addict and this shit had me walking into the walls of my apartment for two weeks, nodding out while standing up for two days in front of my bathroom mirror. Sounds like a dealer is cutting the fuck out of your product and you're paying for his extravagant lifestyle.
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That would be my first thought too, but my friends are all h vets, like you 15-20+ years. They all get theirs from the same dealers. They know the problem I have, so when there's a new dealer or good batch, they'll be like, lemme introduce you to this guy. I get my dope directly from the same guy as them, they'll do a bag, (one snorts like me, one bangs) - and they'll both be asleep standing up, nodding out mid sentence, and I get NOTHING from it. So frustrating!!!
 
D's said:
hey welcome to Bluelight @Magical6ftblonde ,@Pinkbeam , @Llyrose772 <3

Not sure if you have ever been into any treatment center or any recovery program but most places teach you about how different drugs affect the brain. Some drugs focus on the serotonin while others might hit the dopamine.
depending on what you have been doing, and in this case h.
to make is short and sweet, when you do h/any drug, it forms extra (serotonin/dopamine)receptors in the brain, to keep up with the steady flow of neurotransmitters, and well. when you run out/have no H then those extra receptors are like WTF? and cause the brain to start to panic wanting to find something to plug the empty holes/receptors.
so the shitty feeling of not being able to get high is really the extra receptors wondering where their shit is at, and even though a couple receptors are getting their fix, the ones that are going without are the ones you are going to feel.
Now eventually things will go back to normal upstairs, or depending on how much of an addictive personality you have things can get a lot worse.
Drugs like suboxone/methadone/kratom all can help by giving life to those extra receptors.
Now I am not saying go on and get on sub/methadone etc. Not sure if it is possible to get Kratom where you are at, but it is something that can help fill the void, and atleast will keep you from feeling like shit.
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Thank you for this info- suns have helped in the past, especially with syndrome like restless leg... I guess for me personally it’s just wanting to sense the feeling of full surrender and that’s been a while. And of course there is the old cliche chasing the first time you felt that sense of euphoria.....
 
Magical6ftblonde said:
OMG!! So fuckin blonde. Or maybe just too sober to think straight, but I forgot all about my dopamine and serotonin issues. Now I'm researching all things dopamine. Weed must work differently. Cuz I can still smoke and get high. I did read something that said hardcore smokin could result in a dopamine deficiency. I've never been a hardcore smoker. However, I DO have depression, anxiety, PTSD all that shit...and all of those things are the result of low serotonin and dopamine.
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Weed has different receptors than sero & dopa. We have a special endocannabinoid-system in our body that's why I'm always asking myself why we are in most countries not allowed to "serve" these receptors.

JJ
 
Ya I'd say your pretty immune. It happens when you're a full blown addict. You definitely could be getting lower quality h but if your friends say it's good then it's probably not as much that it's much lower quality as that like with anything you develop tolerance.
It's like the pills they didn't change quality but you can't get high off of them anymore, same with the h.

Most addicts at some point stop getting high an begin using just to not get sick. It sucks but I'd say maybe think about starting to cut down.
 
Magical6ftblonde said:
I have been snorting h for a little over a year. I switched over after a
13 year opiate habit, pills quit working. I was afraid I would OD. Started out doin this boy that looked like ramen noodle powder. Made me tingly all over. Now I cant find brown anywhere, only white. The past 3 months it's a total waste of money. Other people see the same dealer, a d 1 20 bag has them nodding. These are like 15 yr addicts - I can snort 3 bags and just feel normal. I've tried plugging - it was ok, but awkward af. I wanna shoot - but idk the mixture. Scared imma end up waiting my dope. I did it one time a few weeks ago after watching a friend for years, but still got nothing!!! I just did a fat shot an hour ago. And again nothing. I have fo e as much as 8 $20 bags in a day and still not even a nod. I dont take any scripts outside of the street drugs, so that's not an issue. Am I immune to heroin now too? Or is it just shit stuff I'm getting? I can roll a blunt and get high, but I am craving the warm n fuzzy from the boy. Wtf is wrong with me???
I even tried crack SEVERAL times and it does nothing.
This is all probably good for me, but my drug addicted ass doesn't see it like that.
What can I do???
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Nothing. Here's an ancedote from me: I abused pharm opiates for about 2 years and have been abstinent (except 4 individual uses) for 3 years. I have yet to go back to my former sensitivity, last time I ended up taking 120 mg of Oxy to get get a ok buzz. I stopped trying after that as I felt it was dangerous and was costing a lot of money.
 
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