I can put in any cd and it'll produce the same thoughts.

[harraser]

Note: ladies and gents this isnt by me, its a poem i was asked to post annonymously for someone else.
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What I've done with my life, the time I'm wasting.
All these things get thrown in my face,
All these adversaries hate against me.
I go out and see their faces, and they're silent,
b/c they have already done the damage.

Day by day, I get closer and closer to nothing.
I take one step, and something shoves me 10 steps back.
Friends tell me that they like us together,
family asks me how you're doing,
but I know what your friends think,
and I know what your family thinks.

So, what am I to do? Sit back and watch you go?
I guess I have no choice.
But being able to have no choice is like
accepting the lies that are spread around about me.
I'm a liar, I'm a cheat.
I'm a self-loathing, meglomaniacal, users of souls,
abuser of hearts, triumphant slayer of love.
I abuse and drain until there's nothing left.
The things you make me feel are dead and tired?

Is there nothing I can do?
Is there something that can free me from your smile?
She told me that I'm misunderstood.
The girl who I've become close to.
The girl who could've, but isn't...now.

Do you think she replaces you?
and how you used to make me feel?
How about the hugs and smiles that now haunt me like some selfish brat who cried when he didn't get his way?

So, now, I sit, lonely, looking for someone like you,
but you're not there.
so I go back to my room, cold and lifeless,
and wonder what pain the next day brings...

 

[Furnace]

wow...

I really needed something like this right now.

 

[cherub]

ant,
whom ever asked you to post this,,, tell them i send them hugs to them first of all.

Second, i can realate to some of it,, espeically about friends asking questions,, you know everyday,,, i am asked about you, and how you are loved by the people around me.

to that person,,, you can never replace a person,
you can never change what you feel or how you feel
you just lear to grow and move on.

So, now, I sit, lonely, looking for someone like you,

Don't ever look for someone like someone else, no one is ever the same, just know that , that one person added to your life.

 

[neverwas]

So, now, I sit, lonely, looking for someone like you,
but you're not there.
so I go back to my room, cold and lifeless,
and wonder what pain the next day brings...

cant put into words what i wana say...but i can soooo relate to this its scarey

for sale: one messy confused head...or give away to a free good home