Cocaine I bought 10 grams of cocaine and i dont feel addicted yet but there is something...

[ozono123]

(sorry for my english) A week ago i bought ten grams of cocaine its the first time i buy that much, really pure peruvian cocaine here it coast like 10 soles a gram so its not a big deal. The first night i snorted like 3 grams it was really really cool i was extremely high, the next day i felt the comedown really bad i was trembling obviously i bought xanax for sleeping. during the 2 next days i felt the hangover really bad , i did cocaine again 2 days later and during that high i felt like god again and all that shit that really feel so good magiclly xD, i was like god and feel the king of the world and all those stuff i talked to chics i've never talked to before and it was like they like me and they didnt realised that i was high i could get a lot of numbers and when i came home i was on facebook i met like 4 hot girls i became theyre friend and it was like ive never felt that confident never i became friend of hot chics i never thought i could talk before, the next day the hangover wasnt that bad than the first, and i felt good could do my things normally and felt like nothing have happened, no bad feelings, 1 day later (weekend) i went to a festival i still had 5 grams in my pocket i started snorting before the festival, i was on the top talking to girl ive never know and all those crazy things you do whe u are on coke, but suddenly i found this girl ive know before and i really really liked her but i had not seen her since like 1 year and a half ago and wen we met the first time we didnt talk too much a friend just introduced me to her, the experience was different i made her laugh and we really had a good time she didnt reallise that i was high (despite i had snorted like 3 grams), we were there chilling she bought me drinks and we make a connection she gave me her number and told me for going out otherday god it was amazing that experience because shes not a girl like all the other girls, she doesnt drink smoke or get high, and is really pretty. im affraid to mess up maybe she is gonna realise that im not that cool maybe shes gonna think that i was drunk that day or something like that , i still have 2 grams in my desk but i know its not a good idea to continue snorting because im having nose problems and because im not gonna get high everytime i call her or met her and obviously i dont want to get hooked on coke, i just wanted to ask if theres something like a pharmaco that help you with chics not that bad than cocaine that can give u confidence and can make you say what you wanna say with no shyness because thats what women smel. Probably benzos? , or do u suggest me to quit wait untill my brain is ok after all the coke ive snorted and text her or call her and be my self lucidly or maybe going to a psychology would be a good idea? because i really like that girl and i dont want to mess up i never imagine finding her at that party. =/ dont laugh at me guys

 

[enduin]

3g in one night sounds like quite a lot if its pure coke (which never is), but anyway.

First of all I'd like to invite you to think about something: being high every time you talk to this girl is really not sustainable. If you actually start dating her and you spend a lot of time together you can't be coked up every waking moment of your life...

Second, considering that I just can't always be high, the sooner she can get to know the sober you the better. Why? Because if she gets used to you being high and being super talkative and confident, when (and it will come the moment) after a while she sees you sober she would be very disappointed cause she got used to the other you, the coked up one.

Third. Some meds can help with anxiety, like Xanax or a beta-blocker like Propanolol, but if you take them you should avoid alcohol. Is that ok for you? Or is that gonna make you look uncool? It's stuff to consider before taking a bunch of pills and then making a fool of yourself cause you black out.

Also I know probably it's not gonna help you much, but you have to be aware that the coke (or any drug for what that matters) doesn't "create" anything that you don't already have. It just brings stuff out. So that confident person that came out with the coke is inside you and you just need to figure out how to get it out without coke.

 

[brutus]

I met my high school sweet heart in a similar situation. The best advice is to just be confident in yourself and if things are meant to be then it will work out. Using drugs as a crutch to get women is a horrible idea and will just end up creating a plethora of problems.

We can't tell you what to take to make you calm around girls because what works for one person may not work for another, just resulting in endless speculation. Welcome to Bluelight, please read the links in my signature to get a better idea about the posting standards here. Also, please break your text into paragraphs to make it easier to read.