i being getting on an opioid and im realizing i cant do anything about it

[bbgirlclueless]

a week ago when i realized i was addicted i was determined to quit at the end of the month and use benzos to sleep through it all,now my brain is rationalising with itself,telling itself to use more,even only for a few weeks.........i dont believe i can quit.it makes me happy and motivated,im not clinically depressed but not happy either due to anxiety issues,one cc of it and im motivated and very optimistic...fuck,im adddicted.its been a month and a half of daily nubain three to four times in low doses.....

please tell me what to do...

 

[bbgirlclueless]

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Anyone got anything to say? I know the decision to quit or not to quit lies with me...but just some people who've been there and how
They coped

 

[mrflowers00]

AA/NA meetings can be really helpful

 

[duges]

You haven't used for a long time neither your doses are high. Theres still very much to do about you getting addicted, and this point you only need to make a decision and stick to it, since you don't wanna go down that opioid addiction road. With anxiety issues, it makes the thing a lot harder, but to be honest it's still very easy for you to quit. As mrflowers said, AA/NA meetings can be very helpful. Just try to stay away from the opioids and deal with the anxiety with something else, I know you can do it.

 

[badfish45]

It's gonna stop working after a while. When abused, the positives to drugs always diminish and turn into a new layer of pain in your life. The struggle with quitting is that you need to recover yourself and let your brain get used to feeling natural emotions, not the fake drug euphoria that controls you.

 

[bbgirlclueless]

It's gonna stop working after a while. When abused, the positives to drugs always diminish and turn into a new layer of pain in your life. The struggle with quitting is that you need to recover yourself and let your brain get used to feeling natural emotions, not the fake drug euphoria that controls you.

Do you mean after long drug dependence,i will fall into clinical or chronic depression?
Im trying hard but without a small injection of nubain i feel my future is hopeless and i have zero motivation.it keeps me happy and i havent been happy for a long time,meither does it seem i will be in the near future,with or without drug use
Sorry for the typos

 

[tripnotyzm]

All I can say is, the longer you use, the deeper you will fall into the opiates cavity of hell.
Your physical dependancy will only continue to grow (at a very alarming rate), and chances are your emotional problems will too continue to spiral out of your control.
It's never easy giving up on drugs once they have a firm grip on us..
But try and force yourself to quit. Or at least cut down your usage.
It's no fun being addicted. You lose the magic so quickly. Why not use in moderation? Achieve this, and you will be a lot happier when you are on drugs.