Nutmegfreakz17
Greenlighter
- Joined
- May 11, 2015
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- 48
All I've got now is just alcohol and pills. And even with the pills, there is hardly anything good. And actually, take back the alcohol, because I've got none left. I live with my parents, I'm jobless and I used to smoke weed with my neighbors but now they've decided that after a long time of smoking weed with them, they want to be fucking dickheads and boycott smoking weed with me. I loved how it made me feel. I feel like using inhalants or some other crazy shit just to cope with the stress on a day-to-day basis just to get to some point that I used to know as a "high." I feel like huffing computer duster, sniffing glue and paint and drinking fucking bleach right now, because I literally have fucking NOTHING. Without weed I just go crazy. I feel as if I can't live without marijuana. I already suffer from enough mental illness, and taking weed away from me isn't going to help with that. I always thought of it as medicine for me. It always helped me get through a lot of shit and discover new things. Now I feel like hanging myself. Any help?