It's official. All the dysphoria, twitching, and appetite fuckery of the past three months is coming to an end. I am never touching risperidone again.
I realize that some level of antipsychotic medication is needed for me to function, as one of my psychotic features is a heavy, pervasive, omnipresent lack of insight. Were it not for that lack of insight, I could live with everything that my mind throws at me. However, I am willing to take anything but risperidone. I would far sooner have psychosurgery than ever go near risperidone again.
I realize that some level of antipsychotic medication is needed for me to function, as one of my psychotic features is a heavy, pervasive, omnipresent lack of insight. Were it not for that lack of insight, I could live with everything that my mind throws at me. However, I am willing to take anything but risperidone. I would far sooner have psychosurgery than ever go near risperidone again.
