I have been on opiate painkillers patches of all kind I have the courage to stop just not the time I have to work to keep what little life I have left.... I will have to make time and I plan to start within the next 2 weeks. I am just alone I have no one to even talk to. I have been on and off for 5 years and I'm almost at the worst I have ever been I have stop before I ruin my life for good. I guess I put this up I guess to just reach out.... I've used opiates ever since my wife and family left me which was not my fault they were taken from me in an car accident I was there as well anyways I just need some support I guess I am going to stop this and get back on track in life.