I am is on day two of nose crystal.

[leavinglosangeles]

I got the tina "dub" yesterday, a mere 26 hours ago (less than half the price of snow) and has been up since. last night, I had some drinks (2-3) and maybe 5 bumps?!?! but I've only done it once (with a friend last week and normally prefers coke, but this seemed so much more rockin around the christmas tree). having not slept, i'm a little anxious. i have roughly half my uncrushed dub left *thinks* but don't understand how everyone else seems to understand grams and milligrams and own scales and test their stuff for quality. i'm just, checking it out at home alone.

seems to me (29/F/bored) that my chest is a wee palpitation-y and back is a bit sore behind my heart, so I'm nervous. I had some flush in my cheeks today that no one else on here seemed to mention ever happening. but i'd also like to blow one more big one and feel goooooood. or is that the trick this stuff plays on little me? i have to travel late tomorrow night on santa's sleigh (plane) home across the country and would rather not be tweaking or freaking. I haven't slept, not a wink. is this okay?

does 26 hours of bumps count as a run? (3 bumps in the last 12 hours....4 bumps in the 12 hours before that...count as a binge? I don't get all the terms. trying, searching on here. but only half know what's actually in store for me. all i knows is i feels awake but not happy. if happiness is close, i would love to grasp it once more. but if not...i shall relent and try to wind down.

I was hoping if i slept 10 hours (starting around 1am) i would recoup tomorrow and be a normal person again for my 10pm flight back east?

ps. if it helps (or would interest anyone else on here), i take an SSRI (welbutrin) and valproic acid (depakote) daily (but has been missing doses this week a bit...)

 

[NeighborhoodThreat]

We here at Bluelight do not condone or allow discussion of animal abuse.

Is it your Kitty or is it actually you? Because if it's you (and everybody already knows it is) then using stupid things like "my dog", "my kitty", "SWIM", "my goldfish", etc not only makes your post hard to read and does nothing to protect you legally...but causes people to ignore your question and not take the time to reply to your post.

 

[leavinglosangeles]

i just wanted people to know i was a girl?! also, i read a hysterical post quoting "my granny" and one that i swear was "bunny" but ok. wont happen again. i did only join 5 minutes ago. but thanks for the heads up!!

 

[nAON]

You really shouldn't be mixing SSRIs with well, anything. They're a pretty shit class of drug in general, a bit unrelated but it may be worth reading up about stopping using it or finding alternatives.

Not sure how VPA interacts with stims.

If you got shit to do tomorrow, recommend trying to get some sleep, resist the temptation, I know it's hard but at least then you can save some for xmas and new years some vodka or other booze might help in that department, but i'm not sure how downers would interact with the valproic acid.

 

[NeighborhoodThreat]

No worries. Just because you read another post that was against the guidelines doesn't mean you should do it too, but you're new so its all good.

If you could edit your original post (click the EDIT button on the bottom right-hand corner of your original post's box to edit it) to use proper pronouns instead of "she" and "kitty" so its easier for people (and myself) to read, that would be great

In regards to your question, assuming "nose crystal" is methamphetamine, then you are experiencing the typical symptoms of using too much methamphetamine, combined with sleep deprivation.

I recommend that you do that following:

-Drink some water, really, a good amount of water. Amphetamines (especially methamphetamine) can cause serious dehydration. Drink water.
-Eat something. Even if you have to force yourself to. The more nutrients you get in your body now the easier the forecoming comedown will be.
-Take some vitamins. Get some vitamin C if you can, it will help speed the excretion of the methamphetamine from your body and help reduce some of the stress staying awake that long has caused on your body and brain.
-If you have it available to you, I recommend taking a low dose of a benzodiazepine (such as Valium [diazepam], Ativan [lorazepam], Klonopin [clonazepam], Xanax [alprazolam], etc).

 

[leavinglosangeles]

yeah--- i think you're right. my thursday night went all the way into friday and now i should probably simmer down. i've been on the welbutrin (150mg) for 2 years now and mixed with drinking and is okay. the val-pro is newer (last 6 weeks) and im not sure how it works. if i skip it today, am i being "safe"? or dumb? because it's all about your blood levels and it takes days of dosing to get them in the right "window." the combo of the two is because im bipolar this year (the past few years they said i was "depressed") which explains my urge to either do a huge line or climb in my bed. on this ripe friday evening in los angeles at 9pm. wah wah wah. thanks for your help. im scouring blue-light for first time dosing on this stuff and combos but the people on here get super rowdy.

also, im afraid (and have no idea how) to smoke it.

 

[Allein]

^^^

Why do you want to start smoking it ? you need to stop taking it now if you want to try and get your self together for your trip. A drink or 2 might calm you a little along with all the healthier things NT mentioned, of you have access to some kind of benzodiazapine (again if this word isn't familiar to you Google is your friend) then take a small amount of those.

However for future reference the light bulb technique is cheap and easy just look up make light bulb vaporizer or similar into Google and you'll get what you need.

We can be a little rowdy round here but don't pay too much attention to it, I'll let you into a little secret....some of the people who post her are on drugs

Best Wishes