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I accidentally deleted a thread in here

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misplaced energy

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Can a mod put it back please. Is that possible. I wrote it through tears and from the heart. As i tried to edit it deleted
 
I read it and tried to wrote a following reply.

You are not guilty no matter the defendant might throw upon you!

Some may remember similar case on this spring as a long time friend of mine went on stimulant and booze binge, got pretty much raped and beat the shit out of the rapist. She then was at my house for a while to recover from that binge and getting stuff together so she could go back to work to army.

I don't want to say I know how you feel but as having a long conversations with a person nearly in the same kind of situation I can somewhat relate into your sad situation. She felt guilty too for taking the stimulants and such and it took for a while until she find out that there is nothing to feel guilt.

I hope you'll find out a way to dismiss all the guilt you are feeling as you shouldn't feel none. You are the victim here.

I don't pray but I'll keep you in my mind. Hopefully things start to go better soon.
 
Thankyou for your kind words. Im actually crying here. I don't think I've ever cried so much in my life as this past week. I've always been so strong on the outside and showing tears was a sign of weakness. I find it uncontrollable now. Im sorry about your friend. That makes me sad also. It's a pain i dont know how to handle. Everything else i just got on with. This i can not. Im stuck in a loop just waiting for any info from my victim support officer. He's very much on my side and so laid back although i see his anger too at the outcome. The judge too he told me. I just feel as though I've been dealt a shitty hand at life. No matter what i Always get up and fight. I just hope the next jury are understanding and see the real picture. I need to heal.

Thankyou again x
 
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