I am about to try and quit Meath once again , I work a full time job and have two school age children I took a couple days off so a total of6 days is all it’s so hard I’m so scared fed up and Lonley any advice?
I know how hard it is, especially dealing with and managing children on top of that.
I would point you to the Recovery/Dark side forums, lots of amazing people in there.
You need to manifest a support network IRL. Do you have any people you can talk to? Friends? Family? Therapy? AA/NA meetings? Outpatient/inpatient rehabs?
Have you ever been through something like this before?
You have a lot of options. Lets get you pointed in the right direction
Most, if not everyone here can relate to your situation and have been through similar situations before.
Kicking anything can be a of a roller coaster ride but there will be more then enough people to show you to the less chaotic rides making it a bit smover.