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nznity said:
Y don't u just tell your GP it's fking up with u.
Unless....your insurance pays for ur rehab and u want a free trip xd
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Yeah, this is a case where intentionally getting oneself flagged as a “drugseeker” might actually be helpful. Assuming OP doesn’t have street connections and doesn’t have the will/ability to find them. Which at 72 may be the case.

Hopefully he is letting his doctor know what’s going on. Because going to rehab but then coming home and knowing you have a script that can be filled is a recipe for relapse.

But anyway, best of luck to you, AddMan! If you have already had a heart attack you definitely need to stay away from adderall. I’m sure it will also make your life better in many other ways as well.
 
RDP89 said:
Yeah, this is a case where intentionally getting oneself flagged as a “drugseeker” might actually be helpful. Assuming OP doesn’t have street connections and doesn’t have the will/ability to find them. Which at 72 may be the case.

Hopefully he is letting his doctor know what’s going on. Because going to rehab but then coming home and knowing you have a script that can be filled is a recipe for relapse.

But anyway, best of luck to you, AddMan! If you have already had a heart attack you definitely need to stay away from adderall. I’m sure it will also make your life better in many other ways as well.
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Thank you!
 
Just take it to heart and treat it sincerely. You can !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3<3<3<3

And Luck !! ;)

But you have this !! Sometimes it takes a couple tries though !!

It's what you put into this. You can. Go ! You Got This !!
 
Awww, I figured it out though. . . . . See when we try ! :)👍
I coun't see it at first and now I do !!

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And better Late than Never. Youuu Go for It !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 👍👍👍 :)
 
G'day AddMan. Look forward to hearing about your journey with this. In the short time ive been here i'm finally looking around & slowly noticing solid resources/people to help me with a similar challenge..

Im not gonna rush it, just slowly absorb strategies and wisdom. Haha us adhd people are an interesting bunch. Good to have you!
 
TheAddMan said:
I’m 72 years old now. I don’t know why I’m still alive. I’ve been on Adderall for the last 25 years. I take (3) 30-mg IR daily. And of course, I have a terrible tolerance built up. After trying tons of ways to get off this drug, and always failing, I’m headed to rehab. Wish me luck,
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My mum is 72, making her a Sagitarius Ox.

She"s honestky 1 in billions but I am a 1980 Pisces (metal) Monkey.

We are deadly incompatible, opposite.

Makes for struggle.

But throgh struggle comes growth.

Easy cosy lives, we can envy.

Anyway. Well done reaching 72. Keep looking forwards.

Never allow the imagination to linit also.

Sorry Im not equipped to help at all your actual enquiry,,but ssincerest luck.

(Oh, my 72 yr old mum, is NOT a member, jftr lol)
 
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hylite said:
Absolutely everything that you write I fall In Love with !! You are such a Gift !!! :) <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

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Thank you for your abundant warmth enthusiasm and real wonder which it seems mostly yourself doesn't appreciate nearly fully generally I've not gotten around to that specific easy discussion with you so far lol.

Brings me to my point had this not been literally the most insanely unendurable testing period of my own lifetime then I already would have been taking up some conversations with you regarding a little proactivity about turning your feeling into an astonishingly good one generally with very simple lifestyle changes without needing that fear either.


It has been beyond me to operate close to my regular self hence my inability to manage such extreme levels of stress having been knocked off of my feet with a sledgehammer by such a brutal cretin sneaking amongst us now preying on the more vulnerable.


I have never once given up nor lost the will to carry on but some events occurred yesterday which genuinely delivered this position. Dangerous because I have genuinely only kept myself magically not just to live through in human situations and challenges but remarkably sustained all of the hard work I have put into maintaining and healing to the point where nothing is irreversible or fully irrecoverable from potentially.


But the most critical factor as well as ingenuity imagination and necessary vital resource all of the way plus adaptation has always been that's mental determination focus and will power.

Because if you lose that then you really have no hope.

Hence the strength in my relief expressed here earlier.


Lol, I had a thought or 2 to finish with there but I'm pretty stoned and they have slipped from me temporarily.

Bottom line I seriously lost my head here because of what these Covids have genuinely done massively disrupting and flaring up my nervous system to dangerous degree so it's a case of putting it back together (my head) and trusting the universe to continue paving away as it remarkably has done until today.
 
Good luck in rehab @TheAddMan

I take Vyvanse personally for my ADHD, a comparably low dose to yours, but I find it suits my needs perfectly for the most part. Do you think you'd be less likely to abuse them if you simply had a smaller amount that was either extended release or a different medication completely like Vyvanse?

After the first couple years I took amphetamine, I've never considered it particularly recreational, so I never really had any issues managing my prescriptions, but everyone is different.
 
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Brings me to my point had this not been literally the most insanely unendurable testing period of my own lifetime then I already would have been taking up some conversations with you regarding a little proactivity about turning your feeling into an astonishingly good one generally with very simple lifestyle changes without needing that fear either.
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OMG! Me too ! Maybe there is something going on in the universe. Intentionally. And completely astounding.

You are so cosmically intriguing though. Honest !
 
Good luck. I had some trouble quitting Dexedrine, it was more psychological, which I quit basically by telling myself I could never take it again. I drink at least a liter or 1.5 liters of black tea, yerba mate, green tea, and sometimes coffee daily. It depends upon the season, weather, and other factors.
 
hylite said:
OMG! Me too ! Maybe there is something going on in the universe. Intentionally. And completely astounding.

You are so cosmically intriguing though. Honest !
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Oh yes, no Q (And I don't mean Q anon they are just another bunch of fraud after all as well for certain just like Vladimir).

But you know honestly every word you hear me report and I don't exaggerate I'm just a phenomenon most people can't understand unless they could know personally well enough and be intelligent enough to appreciate....

In terms of how resilient and mind over matter I naturally am which obviously must be the case because I don't even really think about the quantities of LSD and ecstasy I have taken as really being any sort of negative wearing or wait upon me.

But....I have a strange trust! It's kind of deeply (I call it mathematically because I believe there is a decipherable code with clear observation when astral travelling) philosophical.

Like for example, somebody will say..."shit shit shit I'm mad at myself I didn't do X when.."

Plain regrets!

Now see, I make errors, fuck! Lol.

But I have learned not to let regrets foster.

It happened. Just now. Tomorrow who knows??

Nobody really. I believe things will be however exactly they are determined to be ultimately.

Because partly, in relation, I don't consider things until now, nearly happened differently.

Sure the soccer player "nearly" scored hitting the post etc.

You know what I mean though lol.


The Universe! Oh yes it's at play. It's big. I'm so excited what's been, is to come.

But pigsick of this pit here. My consciousness yearns.


@hylite Thank you for expressedly making me really welcome here as well.


I've struggled to find genuine friends in real life because of isolation and illness and most people just not caring.

You help ME nuff though trust, thank you. I really don't think you recognise how much lights and wonder do you have inside you which is just one of the reasons I am more than happily motivated and driven so wanting to help you feel healthier and happier just have not been in the place to do so.
 
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