Hi i know this has been talked about many times but i figured i would discuss my specific situation, mostly to put my mind at ease. I started doing oxycodone about 4 years ago progressively getting worse as always happens, then about a year and a half ago i started doing heroin and started shooting it, i did that for about 8 months (was doing about 10-20 no prices a day depending on how much money i had) and then i got arrested for possession and went to jail for 2 months, was the greatest thing that ever happened to me, i went to an outpatient program for about 7 months, graduated without the slightest hint of wanting to go back. but, a very good friend of mine moved back from another state, brought some 30's with him, and because im a dumbass, i did some, then slowly i started doing them again, eventually i could only get 8mg hydromophone and i started shooting those, now its been almost 2 months and i was up to about 2 8mg pills a day, but due to monetary problems i have only been doing about 1 a day for the past week or so, sometimes ill go a day or so without anything, now i know dilaudid withdrawals are supposed to be short and intense, but i am very stressed that i will keep giving in and keep doing them as i have been doing so far, which i know will only make my withdrawals worse, so i want to stop now, i was using the synthetic marijuana stuff (spice, incense, w/e) to help, and it was doing so greatly, but now i learned yesterday that it is now banned, and due to legal issues i cannot smoke weed, so i have to either figure something else out, or do it sober, which i am afraid i wont do. i cannot ask for help as my family all thinks i am still clean and they will never trust/help me again so i HAVE to stop, and i have to do it on my own, any suggestions? thanks.
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