wingnutlives
Bluelighter
I tried hydromorphone (diluaudid) recently and thought I would write a somewhat detailed report on it, since it's now my absolute favorite opiate, and I've done a LOT (oxycontin, hydrocodone, oxycodone, codeine, methadone, tramadol, opium). I am a small chick - four foot eleven and 85 pounds.
From what I read on bluelight before I tried it, it seems to be one of those drugs that don't always work for people. Dilaudid is known for "lack of euphoria" or a very short high... but for me, that wasn't true at all!
I crushed up and railed one 2mg pill around 8PM (I hear iv'ing is the way to go, but I would never touch needles). In about fifteen minutes I felt the warm glow opiate feeling. I don't get a mood lift at first, but I get a pleasant body feeling. My toes tingle a little, and my skin feels softer. The edges of my vision get softer, and I feel like I'm in a bit of a haze. Our house is freezing, but I begin to feel warmer and I can take off my sweater. I wiggle my toes and rub my hands together, and like to stretch out my body and dangle my hands over the edge of the couch.
All of these feelings are typical on opiates for me, but they were more pronounced on hydromorphone. In fact, it's the first time I've ever gotten a "rush"... I'm sure it's nothing compared to IV use, but it felt a bit "rushy" and came on in little waves. I got a mood lift from it - feeling content, chatty, at ease and optimistic. Sometimes euphoric!
The rush went away in about forty-five minutes. I had a period of semi-anxiety, where I wasn't sure what to do with myself (I always get this on anything I take, so I'm not sure that it's related to opiate use or just me in general) and I wanted to be alone and get away from everyone. I went up to my room, railed another 2mg pill, and took a bath.
Got another "rush" while taking a bath. I was so warm that I only spent fifteen minutes soaking, because I was starting to feel very flushed and thirsty. I didn't get ANY nausea, though, possibly because I was eating bread consistently throughout the night. Also, opiates treat my body well and I don't get the same physical problems that other people do (constipation, nausea, etc.)
After getting out of the bath I snorted another 2mg, not because I wasn't high enough but because I knew I could handle more (strangely enough, my friend who weighs more than twice my weight couldn't handle 4mg, but I think I could actually go for 8mg and be fine). I cleaned my room and went online, just relaxing. After a while I started nodding out pretty hard, so I turned off the light and went to bed.
The nod was wonderful! I felt super-cozy and content, got some dream-like images and my vision was very very fuzzy. The only problem was that I was too high to pee, so when I'd go to the bathroom with my bladder full of water I'd spend like twenty minutes trying to get it all out (lol). I didn't really sleep that night, just nodded. After a while I got a few hours of sleep in the morning, and then woke up with a pounding headache. I'm not sure if the headache was from the hydromorphone or from eating sooooooooo much sugar that night (I went through half a bag of tootsie rolls while watching the movie). I guess when I do it again I'll avoid the sugar and see what happens.
In summary... GREAT time! The feeling was still there after waking up and I was feeling somewhat high all the next day. I think it's more that the rush is short, instead of the whole high. I found that snorting one pill an hour was a good way to lengthen the experience and bump it up a notch. Probably wouldn't do more than one at a time, though, just because the first half hour or so can be really intense.
From what I read on bluelight before I tried it, it seems to be one of those drugs that don't always work for people. Dilaudid is known for "lack of euphoria" or a very short high... but for me, that wasn't true at all!
I crushed up and railed one 2mg pill around 8PM (I hear iv'ing is the way to go, but I would never touch needles). In about fifteen minutes I felt the warm glow opiate feeling. I don't get a mood lift at first, but I get a pleasant body feeling. My toes tingle a little, and my skin feels softer. The edges of my vision get softer, and I feel like I'm in a bit of a haze. Our house is freezing, but I begin to feel warmer and I can take off my sweater. I wiggle my toes and rub my hands together, and like to stretch out my body and dangle my hands over the edge of the couch.
All of these feelings are typical on opiates for me, but they were more pronounced on hydromorphone. In fact, it's the first time I've ever gotten a "rush"... I'm sure it's nothing compared to IV use, but it felt a bit "rushy" and came on in little waves. I got a mood lift from it - feeling content, chatty, at ease and optimistic. Sometimes euphoric!
The rush went away in about forty-five minutes. I had a period of semi-anxiety, where I wasn't sure what to do with myself (I always get this on anything I take, so I'm not sure that it's related to opiate use or just me in general) and I wanted to be alone and get away from everyone. I went up to my room, railed another 2mg pill, and took a bath.
Got another "rush" while taking a bath. I was so warm that I only spent fifteen minutes soaking, because I was starting to feel very flushed and thirsty. I didn't get ANY nausea, though, possibly because I was eating bread consistently throughout the night. Also, opiates treat my body well and I don't get the same physical problems that other people do (constipation, nausea, etc.)
After getting out of the bath I snorted another 2mg, not because I wasn't high enough but because I knew I could handle more (strangely enough, my friend who weighs more than twice my weight couldn't handle 4mg, but I think I could actually go for 8mg and be fine). I cleaned my room and went online, just relaxing. After a while I started nodding out pretty hard, so I turned off the light and went to bed.
The nod was wonderful! I felt super-cozy and content, got some dream-like images and my vision was very very fuzzy. The only problem was that I was too high to pee, so when I'd go to the bathroom with my bladder full of water I'd spend like twenty minutes trying to get it all out (lol). I didn't really sleep that night, just nodded. After a while I got a few hours of sleep in the morning, and then woke up with a pounding headache. I'm not sure if the headache was from the hydromorphone or from eating sooooooooo much sugar that night (I went through half a bag of tootsie rolls while watching the movie). I guess when I do it again I'll avoid the sugar and see what happens.
In summary... GREAT time! The feeling was still there after waking up and I was feeling somewhat high all the next day. I think it's more that the rush is short, instead of the whole high. I found that snorting one pill an hour was a good way to lengthen the experience and bump it up a notch. Probably wouldn't do more than one at a time, though, just because the first half hour or so can be really intense.
