My First Experience with Drugs (Vicodin)
Hi! Hog here, telling you about my first (real) experience EVER with drugs. I managed to get some Vicodin pills, so tonight I went "to bed" early to take the Vicodin and type this log. My room was completely dark, other than the light of my monitor.
9:50 PM - Take 3 Vidocin pills. Again, this is my first drug experience other than a flopped attempt at Nitrous Oxide that didn't make me feel anything and a Benadryl experience (3 benadryls) that just made me tired. I'm actually shivering with excitement, and I NEVER get excited. I look around the internet, waiting for it to kick in, and plan to take more in 10 minutes.
10:00 - Take 2 more. No effects yet, still tense from excitement. Thought I felt a little numbness in my lips...
10:04 - Odd feeling in my stomach. Still shivering.
10:08 - Shivering seems to be slowing. Getting a little more relaxed.
10:19 - Arms feeling heavier, though it might be my imagination. Still twichy, though shivering is almost nil. Definitely feel warm.
10:33 - Goodbye, nervous shivers! Though I don't really feel happy for no reason yet. VERY warm body feeling.
10:37 - Damn, the internet just went out. I was planning on going to Erowid, too... Can feel my pulse in my stomach. Ears practically burning, they feel so warm!
10:50 - What the hell, I'll take the other 2 pills. All I'm feeling now is relaxation and a mild "I've finally done it" happiness. BTW, I think each pill had 5mg of hydrocodone - they had "M360" on the back and a pill-splitter crease on the front.
10:54 - To test if my problem (no euphoria yet!) is just that I'm in the wrong position, I tried laying on my bed. No such luck, but it felt VERY weird to walk around due to my weakened leg muscles. Pinch myself and find that I can't cause pain without a good deal of effort.
10:57 - Looked in a mirror. My pupils are tiny, which I find really cool.
11:11 - WHOA! Sudden wave of pleasure, feeling a little happy but mainly relaxed. I couldn't make myself shiver now if I wanted to. Will go to bed at 11:20 unless T3H INTARWEB starts working again, in which case I'll delay it a bit to post to Bluelight and/or a DeadJournal community. Feeling quite tired and peaceful.
11:20 - Saving file, shutting comp down, will provide update in the morning.
12:50 - Am woken up by stomach pains, which wear off in 10 minutes. I go back to bed.
11:17 AM - Finally drag myself out of bed, it felt so good to just lay there. Noticing some incoordination as I'm typing this (I'm backspacing the typos). Pupils are a little constricted, hope my parents don't notice.
OVERALL: I probably should have stuck with 5 pills and stayed up later. Although I didn't find myself "happy for no reason," I felt extroadinarily relaxed. I'll probably be doing this next week.
EDIT MUCH LATER: This is still getting bumped? Anyway, I was just excited that I'd felt SOMETHING from drugs. I now realize that I feel little more than tiredness from opiates. I'm not addicted or anything, haven't taken any whatsoever since September (and the time before that was February or so) and don't plan to. I took DXM a couple of times, but that's it. Really, I appreciate that you're all worried, but all is well.
Hi! Hog here, telling you about my first (real) experience EVER with drugs. I managed to get some Vicodin pills, so tonight I went "to bed" early to take the Vicodin and type this log. My room was completely dark, other than the light of my monitor.
9:50 PM - Take 3 Vidocin pills. Again, this is my first drug experience other than a flopped attempt at Nitrous Oxide that didn't make me feel anything and a Benadryl experience (3 benadryls) that just made me tired. I'm actually shivering with excitement, and I NEVER get excited. I look around the internet, waiting for it to kick in, and plan to take more in 10 minutes.
10:00 - Take 2 more. No effects yet, still tense from excitement. Thought I felt a little numbness in my lips...
10:04 - Odd feeling in my stomach. Still shivering.
10:08 - Shivering seems to be slowing. Getting a little more relaxed.
10:19 - Arms feeling heavier, though it might be my imagination. Still twichy, though shivering is almost nil. Definitely feel warm.
10:33 - Goodbye, nervous shivers! Though I don't really feel happy for no reason yet. VERY warm body feeling.
10:37 - Damn, the internet just went out. I was planning on going to Erowid, too... Can feel my pulse in my stomach. Ears practically burning, they feel so warm!
10:50 - What the hell, I'll take the other 2 pills. All I'm feeling now is relaxation and a mild "I've finally done it" happiness. BTW, I think each pill had 5mg of hydrocodone - they had "M360" on the back and a pill-splitter crease on the front.
10:54 - To test if my problem (no euphoria yet!) is just that I'm in the wrong position, I tried laying on my bed. No such luck, but it felt VERY weird to walk around due to my weakened leg muscles. Pinch myself and find that I can't cause pain without a good deal of effort.
10:57 - Looked in a mirror. My pupils are tiny, which I find really cool.
11:11 - WHOA! Sudden wave of pleasure, feeling a little happy but mainly relaxed. I couldn't make myself shiver now if I wanted to. Will go to bed at 11:20 unless T3H INTARWEB starts working again, in which case I'll delay it a bit to post to Bluelight and/or a DeadJournal community. Feeling quite tired and peaceful.
11:20 - Saving file, shutting comp down, will provide update in the morning.
12:50 - Am woken up by stomach pains, which wear off in 10 minutes. I go back to bed.
11:17 AM - Finally drag myself out of bed, it felt so good to just lay there. Noticing some incoordination as I'm typing this (I'm backspacing the typos). Pupils are a little constricted, hope my parents don't notice.
OVERALL: I probably should have stuck with 5 pills and stayed up later. Although I didn't find myself "happy for no reason," I felt extroadinarily relaxed. I'll probably be doing this next week.
EDIT MUCH LATER: This is still getting bumped? Anyway, I was just excited that I'd felt SOMETHING from drugs. I now realize that I feel little more than tiredness from opiates. I'm not addicted or anything, haven't taken any whatsoever since September (and the time before that was February or so) and don't plan to. I took DXM a couple of times, but that's it. Really, I appreciate that you're all worried, but all is well.
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