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Howdy from Texas!

connoisseurofsorts

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I've been reading bluelight for a long time, off and on, but never really made an account because I either didn't have a horrible amount to contribute to whatever I was reading or what I was reading was old and making an account to revive an old thread seemed rude to say the least.

In any case, I was reading the MDPV mega-thread for no real particular reason at all and got the urge to add my opinion in. I decided to post it in TR when it was all said and done, but that is what pushed me to finally making an account here. Love the community here! Though I won't be a frequent poster, it will be nice to be able contribute when I can do so. Feel free to ask any questions or if you feel like it you can read my TR post I guess, don't get excited though it's nothing special and I'm still trying to figure out the layout and feel out the community.

Thanks for reading, I'm glad to be a part of the community at long last! Haha. =D
 
Well that is certainly good to hear! I was on another discussion forum for a very brief amount of time, but I got scolded because I didn't use SWIM. While I don't have anything against SWIM myself (I'm aware it isn't appreciated here), I think if I am going to do it, I should be allowed to decide for myself how I would like to incriminate myself. On top of that the topics I'm interested in were extremely slow over there, and BL moves at a rate I can appreciate. Not horribly fast but also not so slow that a month after I post on a thread it's still the 3rd thread on the first page despite being the last poster. I do most of my frequent posting on a drug themed anonymous board, but I'd never use it for any reliable information for obvious reasons.

Thanks for the welcome, hope to see you around!
 
welcome aboatd mate..

The whole SWIM idea is a crock of shit... I had this confersatiin wih a newbie just days ago... You will grt a far more sensere and honest reaponse being yourself...

What threads have you been reading,,

yoy like the mdpv?? How did you administ

enjoy yourself..
 
Thanks bud, I appreciate it!

No joke, and on top of that SWIM makes anything the person says an eyesore to read, so it's much more trouble than it's worth all around. For the reader and the poster, the only thing unaffected is the law. If by some miracle you could have any legal action taken against for admitting to previous drug use you'd be better off saying you lied about it. Especially since if the website you are using requires SWIM they will definitely have a post saying it means "Someone Who Is Me". I did conform for a few posts and talk about my pink goldfish who likes to flop around on my keyboard until that lost its novelty.

I've been reading around on Legal tonight, but I put up a post on Trip Reports earlier, which has everything about my experience with the Doctor Private (M.D. Pv., haha, I haven't seen it called that before which surprised me) and my mistakes and some information about how I deal with extended use, sleeping, coping with the comedown and anxiety problems, and a lot more haha. It's pretty long though so if you don't feel like reading it I definitely don't blame you and I'll go ahead and answer your questions now haha.

I love the MDPV, it's actually the only drug besides weed and nicotine I've used on a daily basis. While the urge to redose contributed to that, most people start disliking it within the first few days, if not first couple tries, but I definitely don't feel that way about it. I just make sure to eat, drink, and sleep as usual and take a day off at least once a week to make sure I won't have a problem when I run out. I don't plan on buying another bag of it for at least a month or more after I finish my stash, and I'm going to have to gauge my anticipation/excitement level before I do. I've gotten carried away with MDMA and 2c* chems and I've learned to catch myself being too eager and impatient about 'the next time'. I've pretty much lost the magic as they say with MDMA and 2c* became a whole monster of a problem. I know it's not physically addicting, and besides myself I haven't heard of anyone having any problems with doing it too often but I always had it on me and I was able to do my regular stuff while tripping after about 5 days of constant tripping. It wasn't difficult to stop using that, obviously, I just didn't want to.

And as far as administrations I used goes, mainly snorting it but I've done an oral dose once before and I smoke a little bit on occasion. It's a pain to clean my glass stem afterwards though so I don't do that very much. It also doesn't last as long/hit as hard in my opinion as snorting, just has an easier comedown and it doesn't give me the sniffles if I am going to be around people who don't need any reason to get nosy (visiting family, interviews, the limited amount of friends I have who disapprove of drug users) or if I'm going to a respectable place of business. It isn't freebased though, so I knew to expect the decrease in effects. I am planning on using one of the techs here to freebase it, but I wish it was possible to get that tan batch everyone holds in such high regard.

Ha, the peeve makes me talkative. Sometimes it probably seems like rambling, but I do my best to stay on topic. But yeah thanks again for the warm welcome, and if you have any suggestions as far as boards to check out, or any more questions just let me know, I'll be checking up on this thread for about another 4 or so hours, and around then I'll have to decide whether I want to get some sleep, or if I feel like I can stay up for the day and get my sleep schedule back in order again. It seems every time I fix it up someone wants to chill with me for the night or go out and get into harmless shenanigans and I find myself sleeping from 8AM to 5PM and wishing I hadn't haha.
 
Awesome! I'm in such a love/hate relationship with Texas, but it will always be home.
I'm far north of ya bud! Haha, bout an hour drive from Dallas, shorter of course if you don't have any traffic but that is about as close to a miracle as I think anything can get. I've been down to Houston though, while visiting my grandpa for a couple days after a vacation in Galveston. That was a long time ago and I was too young to take it in and remember what it was like. Though here in a couple months, maybe three, I should be moving down that way, bout a half hour from there with a friend who offered to give me enough time rent free to find a job up there. I don't know much about the town but when you're all tapped out on reasons to stay in your current location, you might as well take a chance on something else if the opportunity presents itself in my opinion.
I've always loved BL, I've known and browsed the website for about three years now, most of that being due to trying to find some information or seeing if a question I had was already answered and BL being either the first search result or the most informative and helpful one. I guess it's odd to have used a website for so long and never joined it, but I never had a legitimate reason to seeing as how any question or content I could contribute with had already been posted before haha. But, I was browsing the MDPV mega-thread and realized all the posts there were either people saying they didn't like it and what-not, or people who liked it but their posts would make most anyone who was interested turn and run the other way as fast as they could. My experience (I see you moderate the experience boards, maybe you caught it, it was my actual first post on BL) started off in a bad shape but I didn't continue abusing it like I had been and it has been very enjoyable and not [as] harmful or destructive as the general experience reports of people who also enjoy it, so I felt like it wouldn't be just a rehashing of things mentioned before, which like I said, was the only reason I hadn't already joined this community which has been very valuable to me in the past. As always, thanks for welcoming me into the community in a legitimate manner it is very much appreciated! =D

EDIT: I have to go for a little while, but anyone else who has any questions for me feel free to ask away and I will get back to you soon. If I haven't within the next hour, feel free to turn this into my memorial page and talk about how much our time together meant to you. The funeral will be on Sunday at 4:00, my mother is allergic to most flowers so please bring either fake flowers or candles, thanks.
 
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Back again, if anyone has any more questions or wants to become acquainted. If not I'd like to go ahead and end this thread somewhat properly.



I'm happy and hopeful about being a part of the community that has been keeping me informed for the past few years, despite my unfortunate inability to contribute new or interesting information. Even though I haven't interacted with any more than half a dozen of you, I know of and about several more that I'm hoping will enjoy the opinions and ideas I have, and with any luck maybe find them as valuable as I have found theirs.
And I'm looking forward to interacting with the rest of you as well.
I don't have any drinks but I'll do a bump in hope that the good vibes I'm getting from you guys continue and that you receive the good vibes I'm returning.
Hope you all have a wonderful morning and that it doesn't stop there.

~Scott, A Connoisseur, of sorts. %)
 
Hey welcome to BL man. I actually used to live in Dallas myself a few years back. I enjoyed it very much and was kinda wild back then (i was about 22, so it is expected to be a little wild, isn't it?).
I also started Brazilan Jiu Jitsu and freefight in Dallas, i was one of the first American student Carlos Machado had (very respectable known worldwide BJJ expert, cousin of the famous Royce Gracie). I had a blast for a few years and recall great memories of these moments.
Have you ever tried MPA and if so how do you compare it to Dr private (i find that to be very funny ;)
 
Thanks, I already feel right at home with this community, you've all been very warm and the questions I get asked and the background people give me about themselves are definitely making my morning more interesting than it would be if I hadn't decided to join and introduce myself! I love Dallas, though I haven't explored it as much as I want to, I don't drive yet because my father has all my legal documents that I would need to get an ID and other things that I really dislike not having and I can't get him to take the time to find them for me, so when I do get a chance to visit down there it's usually for a specific reason, or at the expense of another person. But I have gone down to a few clubs, have a couple relatives up there and every now and then some random reason to go there presents itself. Always a good time, unless I'm there to get dental work done, but the last time that was the reasoning was some years ago. I'm only 19 myself, so my life experiences are limited, though I admit more limited than that excuse covers. Most of it is me just not looking for opportunities until I realize I haven't done anything worth while with my time in recent history. Most of my experiences were either opportunities that were just chance and luck, or if someone I know extends an opportunity they have to me. I'm not intended to sound like I am OK with that, I'm not, and I am working on creating or finding opportunities for myself more often than I have in the past. But, I digress.
I don't think I could ever learn a legit fighting style. Nothing against it morally (unless you're just rolling around drop kicking people in the face because they looked at you the wrong way, which I think I can safely assume you wouldn't do haha) I just am horribly uncoordinated, and also I forgot the name of the medication that I took for a few years but when I stopped taking it I developed a constant shaking in my arms and legs that doesn't really hinder my current lifestyle, but definitely cuts a few out of the picture and adds on to that clumsiness I already had before hand haha. But if it weren't for that, I could see myself at least trying it out to see if I would enjoy it or not. While it's something that I would hope to never use, I can see some situations where it could be useful, and many more where I would at least feel safer haha.
I have not tried MPA, in fact I hadn't heard of it before now, which is odd considering how many RCs I've at least heard of haha. Looking at the general information on it I'm not entirely sure I'd be interested in it though, since it has apparently no euphoria to it. MDPV doesn't have a ton of euphoria or anything, but it does have some to it. My enjoyment of MDPV wasn't something I expected though, as while I enjoy most stimulants and all, I hadn't tried one that I actually wanted to keep doing or even do without much time in between. I get tired of coke before my first 24 hours is through, I didn't enjoy meth enough to want to ever do again, adderall has too many effects that actually not only bug me, but other people. (Breath starts to stink, sweating, can't enjoy a conversation to any degree)
The only thing I really dislike about MDPV is the comedown is so long that I'll end up having done my last bump more than 10 hours ago and still can't get myself to sleep. There are plenty of ways to deal with that though, benzos, weed, seroquel works the best but I try not to use it if I don't absolutely have to haha. And I'm glad you found Dr. Private funny, I only use that term and Peeve for it at this point unless I go all out and say MDPV, because all the other terms I've read and heard people use, while descriptive, either don't feel right to use or are just the lame names of different bath salt products that contain it.
Thanks again for the welcome!
 
Thanks for the answer man.
I am sure you would enjoy (if you could) BJJ as it is a great self defense which is based on leverage and not strengh. I wouldn't recommand MMA but BJJ definitely yes (great start to build self confidence as well)
Later
 
hi there all the way over in texas, beano from SE QLD saying a big HIIIII! welcome, in new to you'll love it here :D
 
Well I read that while it takes a long time, eventually the shaking should go away or at least begin reducing, but it's been 4 years and while I still hope that's not false, I can't think of any reason something would stay for this long and it still be possible that it will go away. I could, and desperately hope I am, be just ignorant about medium length symptoms and how that works out but like I say, it seems kind of unlikely to me. If it does I may pop in to a beginners class, and see how it goes for me though.
And thank you as well, for the questions. I'm more than happy to answer them. =D

Hey hey my long distance friend! You keeping that side of the world under control over there? Haha. I already do love it here, any website that is this friendly, but also contains such a vast amount of information on all my favorite activity-enhancement-tools is definitely something I want to be apart of. If I had any idea I would be this well-received even while rambling endlessly like the guy who's bugging you to death at a bar, I would have jumped on board years ago! Haha. In all seriousness though, it's been a good morning feeling out the community and telling people about myself. Thanks for the welcome, feel free to keep in contact you guys. I might be a little busy for the rest of the day but I'll hit you back up whenever I get an opportunity. Have a great day!
 
Greetings to the OP from another person living in Texas...

Oh... and screw SWIM.
 
hello mate,whats happening.. I enjoy nothing more than reading posts like yours when your feeling good on the doctor..except getting tweeked myself and posting in reply. At least your posts arent missing letters,and even ends of words.. Think i get over excited and get carried away.

Starting to get cold down under,plus my hands and feet always freeze after a shard or two.

Keep the posts coming mate..i like your style.
 
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