GodblessVTar15
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Dec 26, 2015
- Messages
- 8
Hello everyone, my name is Houston I've bein reading "blue light" threw Google search for years. I posted once B4 yet I was unsuccessful in my mission. Heres a brief description of who I am, my plague and why I'm here.
I'm 24 years old. Father of 2 soon too be 3 and step father of 2. I love my family. I've bein overwhelmed at times. But she has helped me so much and stood by my side even when she shouldn't have.
I have a good paying hard as rock job. Plenty of freedom, Challenging tasks and quality people signing my check.
My drug use began as child. Mom trusted doctors so I've bein on every ADHD med. Plus the lexapros, prozacs and risperadols. Too much bullshit quit taking in my mid teens when I gained some where with all.
Well around 20 heroin grabbed ahold of me. I finally quit with a few 3 month binges inbetween. With street suboxone. Now plagued by the shit Veins destroyed. Every night poking myself 5 to 12 times begging for the needle too stay registered.
Drugs have played too big a role in my life. I'm forever nagged by the thoughts of different and new drugs. The rush the relief.
Heroin made me feel a God. This tax payer, kill you slowly, keep them addicted version. They call suboxone Is making me sick.
I would very much love too tell someone the whole story. But I can't. My family deserves better. I don't want too stick myself any more but I lust for that good hit.
So I'm here to talk about my bullshit. Give and receive advice. I don't know.
Thanks for readding. I promise too be respectful and offer correct information in all posts.
I'm 24 years old. Father of 2 soon too be 3 and step father of 2. I love my family. I've bein overwhelmed at times. But she has helped me so much and stood by my side even when she shouldn't have.
I have a good paying hard as rock job. Plenty of freedom, Challenging tasks and quality people signing my check.
My drug use began as child. Mom trusted doctors so I've bein on every ADHD med. Plus the lexapros, prozacs and risperadols. Too much bullshit quit taking in my mid teens when I gained some where with all.
Well around 20 heroin grabbed ahold of me. I finally quit with a few 3 month binges inbetween. With street suboxone. Now plagued by the shit Veins destroyed. Every night poking myself 5 to 12 times begging for the needle too stay registered.
Drugs have played too big a role in my life. I'm forever nagged by the thoughts of different and new drugs. The rush the relief.
Heroin made me feel a God. This tax payer, kill you slowly, keep them addicted version. They call suboxone Is making me sick.
I would very much love too tell someone the whole story. But I can't. My family deserves better. I don't want too stick myself any more but I lust for that good hit.
So I'm here to talk about my bullshit. Give and receive advice. I don't know.
Thanks for readding. I promise too be respectful and offer correct information in all posts.
