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How to utilize suboxone withdrawl tools... please help

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IllNeverMakeItOut

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Hey people never posted before, im glad to be apart of this sight.....

To make a long story short, I wont give you too many details. always loved opies, quit blowing trees upon finding suboxone/subutex. when working as a chef, suboxone had become swims new fav. as stated.... never "truly" had a vice besides ciggs, booze, and a pallet for the high grade greenery. finding myself after xmas 2010 (January) that the sub connect left swim "treading water". at the time swim just enjoyed the feeling, probably due to the untreated ADD and of course the euphoria due to never really doing to much opies at the time. fast-forward a to sept 2013 I found myself in a state of crushing sadness, boredom, and over all lethargic (never realized at the time.... PAWS). waiting for health insurance to kick, swim decided "Suboxone worked well a few years ago...Ill just do it until, I can be treated for underlying disorder". Needless to say it worked and had to actually lie about being on opies for years and get a legit script of the bupe. Now here we are, recent falling out with "Dr. Feel good" and being left high treading again. swim decided the whole point of getting on it was a cant beat it join it mentation, with the theory that they would offer me the proper tools to get off. swim could go to a different Dr. but who is swim fooling, swim never needed the meds so, time to kick it. swim has a dr. that said he would treat the bupe, but to my surprise he decided "lets put you on clonidine" swim explained that he was still at 2mg (dr. said all in my head :|). swim has been tapering with subutex the passed few weeks since meeting the Dr. and now swim is toying around the 1mg mark while stock pilling the meds the Dr. gives him. now the Dr. wanted swim completely done two weeks ago, but swim actually wants this to be as painless as possible so kept tapering. the dr. is very nice and helpful (besides ripping me off at too high of a dose), he has given me (upon request) Neurontin 100mg, Xanax(generic) ER 0.5, Clonidine 0.1 60ct., and swim currently takes 30mg Adderall XR for legitamite ADD.

Sorry for the long post....... basically the help is needed in how swim should dose said medication^^^^^ while continuing to work full time during this period. help!!!! I cant be completely useless this whole time. 2 kids, a wife, one on the way and full time job, and switching jobs by December 1st. along with those meds swim also had....-poppy seeds,-Imodium,-56g Bali kratom, unlimited high grade, Yogi tea (detox,kava,ginger,raspberry for energy), L-tyrosine (which seems to make hazy when dosed with Adderall), 5 htp(makes Adderall not work as well).... in great need of a guideline for taking the meds and times of day to take. and over all suggestions. please help.... thank you. PS>>> no other drugs get me off like a good subutex, so benzos are not a worry for trading addiction. also I can almost surely get more.
 
Bummer... Was hoping for some. Sound advice, negative or positive feedback would be greatly appreciated. Feel alone given the situation of how subutex dependancy came about. Also its freighting to think every morning before dosing sub feeling lethargic and depressed then the magic medicine comes along and makes everything better. Will there ever be a time that ends or is that going to be life without sub?
 
My name is,deeskii, Im gonna give a lil background. Then gonna get to it. My pet hamsters named MC.Hamster had a opiate problem. Man hed shoot up whatever you put in his cage and if he couldn't hed sniff it all up. Sad cause he's such a smart, talented, beautiful hamster. Any ways after years using like six of two or three 30mg blues or 8mg dilaudid a day he spent last year or two hopping on and off suboxone. He met a girl and spent the last year doing 16or 8 mg subutex or suboxone a day Iv. Hopping between the three. He could not even enjoy sex trying to juggle two habits, his job, and necessities. Feeling his girl was talking to her old boyfriend, he takes her phone looks and confirms. He tells her get out the cage. That night she's gone forever, three years down the drain. He was heartbroken, really. But couldn't spend all his time thinking about her, even though the pain in his heart was equal to being dope sick. He sold everything, borrowed everything he could, and pawned the rest. On top of this lost his Job, and after fifteen years his license for not paying his registration and insurance. Stuck home with a truck that can't go anywhere in fear of being locked up. He takes a deep breath and makes a choice to stop everything.. Seven days ago he split 6mg strip with his girl and parted ways.. This is where it gets good. Stuck with 3mg of sub and No food, no ride, no support for either his broke heart or withdrawal.. He Prays to God please, please, don't let me go through this hell with suboxone that i read about. I don't have money for benzos and oh yeah I have to kick those to. Already im feeling awful ,i haven't slept in seven days , first night no hours, second 1hr , third Day 2hrs,3, and 4 hrs from that day til now.. I'm pretty miserable from lack of sleep but im confident tonight ill get five and live on. Sooo how did i do that. All these stories of month and year long tapers. I went from atleast 8mg to 3mg to nothing in a week.. God loves you.. Can't believe i say that.. I took 1 mg day three and broke down the 1 mg in half for day four and five. My last 1mg i kept splitting, actually ripping it in half till it is so small that i couldn't rip it any more. The size of the box in the center of a hashtag #,, yes that small. Whenever he get restless like he can't take it any more he takes boiling water draws up 20mils water and mixes his hashtag box with the water until it Dissolves completely. He at first didn't get more then eight hrs without spazzing. But kept repeating. He has two hashtags left and doesnt feel he needs them. Other things he did to keep sane. Think about the future not the present.keep a good outlook.Enroll back in college or gather information making calls on things he needed to get his life straight. Forced himself to sit in the sun. Eat enough even though it wasn't quite complete meals but decent portions of what he could find. Eating slow but three times a day, not letting himself get hungry. Alil exercise. Again forcing himself to take hit showers and move around. Does wonders for creating endorphins. I also took a, multi vitamin a day. Now he was sick And hated the nights most,but he Really feels good now.. He can't Wait to start his new life. He Doesnt plan to much, just has complete faith that God will make a way. All you haters out there tell me God didn't keep you Alive..... Wake up! You did everything to go to jail, die, and be miserable. He needs your body back to complete so he can show you what to feel and communicate with you..trust me, out of all he has been the biggest factor. Tonight the 7th night my hamster barely has RLS if any. He's looking relaxed and at peace... If things get to much in the next few days he still has his two hashtag boxes ## yes as small as the box in the middle...stretched and white cause they Weren't cut by razor...Anyways his hearts healed, he knew she wasn't shit but a lazy addict using him. He hopes the best for her. He knows she'll be used now by her ex and get pregnant to prove to him she only wants him.She just wants to be spoiled. Fuwk that... Go that way.. My hamster wishes her the best though and loves her The way we are suppose to love each other...unconditional. so moral of the story if my hamster could do this with a Hurt heart, withdrawal from years of use, benzo withdrawl, and only 3mg ...anyone can... Of course youll feel lazy and tired. Expect that, force yourself to shower hot, stay busy, exercise, and most important Pray to God.. Expect some discomfort, your body is fighting toxins, you will get depressed, read something positive. Listen to Joel Olsteen motivational podcast.. Keep your faith. Please..Thank You , I'm gonna lay down with my hamster, wait for my friend to call then get a nap in...yawnn
 
He got a full 8 hrfocused and woke up feeling great, to great for about a hour. Then alil anxiety and rls , so he did a hash tag, i swear a part so small it has to be half 1/16 whatever that is, so lil it almost can't be picked up. He now feels Good again.. Trying to stay focuses
 
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