rez_runner
Bluelighter
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- Apr 13, 2012
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I've heard so many great stories of amazing visuals, ideas, song writings, poems and stories, drawings, etc etc while on psychedelics but I have never had this before. Everytime I trip I feel the effects like I should (well decently I guess. I'm an extreme hard head and need 3-4 times the normal dose to even feel anything so maybe that's my problem) but it never seems very worthwhile or memorable. The last trip I had I took 200 grams of san pedro cactus and had excellent visuals (never puked so hard in my life, I knew I took a heavy dose) but I really didn't trip as deep as I wanted to.
I just remember sitting there with the people I took it with and felt no joy, creativity, or insight whatsoever. I couldn't even think of anything to say, I just felt awkward and didn't know what to do except play a movie. I have tried meditating, but it doesn't really do much either. I'm really frustrated. Does anyone else get this? I don't feel unique or creative in life in general anyway, so that's why I try to find it on psychedelics but so far its been disappointing
I just remember sitting there with the people I took it with and felt no joy, creativity, or insight whatsoever. I couldn't even think of anything to say, I just felt awkward and didn't know what to do except play a movie. I have tried meditating, but it doesn't really do much either. I'm really frustrated. Does anyone else get this? I don't feel unique or creative in life in general anyway, so that's why I try to find it on psychedelics but so far its been disappointing
