llama112
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All in all, my ex passed away, we split up a year ago but it was a serious long term relationship. I dated twice since then and my ex and I were best friends. He knew everything about me and vice versa.
I don't know what to do anymore. I can't seem to date after this. I am constantly depressed, I miss him all the time, I mean he was like family really, I cared more about him than my my immediate family. It wasn't romantic and sexual at all and the guys I saw never got jealous or had any reason to.
It's too hard to just exist without him around. It's like a piece of me is gone. Every day I want to tell him things or ask him for advice or tell him what fucked up thing I did that day or anything but I can't.
IDK even I don't know if this should go in this forum or another. I just don't know how to keep going in life without my best friend / the most important person in my life.
I don't know what to do anymore. I can't seem to date after this. I am constantly depressed, I miss him all the time, I mean he was like family really, I cared more about him than my my immediate family. It wasn't romantic and sexual at all and the guys I saw never got jealous or had any reason to.
It's too hard to just exist without him around. It's like a piece of me is gone. Every day I want to tell him things or ask him for advice or tell him what fucked up thing I did that day or anything but I can't.
IDK even I don't know if this should go in this forum or another. I just don't know how to keep going in life without my best friend / the most important person in my life.