Nexus_Tripper
Bluelighter
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If you use OxyCOTTON every night, you are addicted. End of story. To answer your question: you can inject the OxyCOTTON, but this is dangerous.
I don't remember asking about about injecting oxycontin, but no I use Oxycodone.If you use OxyCOTTON every night, you are addicted. End of story. To answer your question: you can inject the OxyCOTTON, but this is dangerous.
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Yeah, I've seen that picture before. I've already accepted that I am addicted and following that path pretty closely, but at the same time I guess because I am addicted I just don't care and still have no desire to stop myself from going down that road. Take today, for example, I took nearly double my normal dose even though I hadn't been using as often recently. Despite knowing it wouldn't be unlikely that I'd OD, I did it anyway because I had yet to get where I was going. And that's just the phase of addiction I'm in right now I guess. Hell, I just spent $70 on a bunch of Oxy pills, but that $70 only bought me enough for one good high. And considering I only make $140 a week right now that isn't a cheap accommodation.I thought this infographic would be appropriate:
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Yeah I've ruled all that out already, I don't think I need help that badly anyway. I'm still trying to figure out why it's taking almost twice as much as it did previously to get me where I need to be, but I don't know people's bodies are weird...Most doctors won't prescribe methadone because they are technically not allowed to prescribe for opiate addiction. You have to go to a methadone clinic (where the doctors have a license that permits them to dispense for the purpose of maintaining opiate addicts) or to a suboxone doctor. The thing is, at least for methadone, they usually expect that you have a physical dependence. They also prefer that you have tried and failed at things such as detox (which you don't need without a dependence) or rehab. When I went into the clinic they also wanted you to have been opiate addicted for at least a year. So, you're not really a prime candidate (yet) for methadone treatment. The way you are headed you may end up there. But I guess most people don't seek maintenance til they have been through so much...and most people at your stage don't have their eyes open enough to where they are heading to even seek treatment
So, yeah, don't go into your primary care doc and ask for opiate maintenance meds. Not a good idea lol
You don't have the physical dependence but you definitely have the psychological one. Which is kind of worse to overcome. Having been in your shoes at the same age I know where you're coming from. Even when I tried to stop--everyone around me would be headed out to the weekend parties. I'm not a drinker, don't like it, I liked drugs so I would want to get high. But my point is no one else was sitting around sober so it's kind of harder to not get fucked up
I don't have the answer for you. I couldn't find it for myself until I got older and I saw the futility and the consequences. Now I get that enjoyment out of other things that I once searched for in drugs. For you its going to be tough until you actually have to face consequences like not having a roof over your head cause you used that $ to get well, or legal consequences, or whatever. At your age the worst that happens is you spend all your extra cash...
At least you know, when the time comes, there are options. In a perfect world you would stop now and never look behind you and find something else to fill that void inside you. ... But I know, it's not a perfect world...
EDIT: to your question, methadone is a long lasting 24ish hour opioid that you dose once a day. It keeps blood levels stable of an opioid and prevents those with a physical dependence from withdrawal, and also keeps you from craving opiates like oxy and heroin. You don't get blasted but still get a bit of the warm fuzzy feeling. I could still nod on it even after years. And I know I went on at 21 and they had a staff meeting whether or not to admit me cause I was so young. They did in the end...(this was in the 90s before suboxone treatment and before the prevalence of really young heroin users. Guess I was a trailblazer so to speak...) I don't know how they feel about age now, but as I said without a dependence you might have a harder time. All you have to do is give a urine dirty for opiates and tell them you've been using for over a year and you would meet criteria. But I would not recommend going into a clinic without a dependency
enjoy being a junkie. u might last 5-10 years.. possibly longer.. before u hit rock bottom. but thats whats coming. if u are alive in 10 years, you will be lucky. in that time, you will lose every friend u ever had, steal from everyone u ever cared about, and do just about anything to avoid the hell of withdrawal... if only i could go back.. and flush that first OC80.... if only