Well im just worthless, everything i want to do i fuck up. SO i give up, im not going back to heroin i dont have a connect anymore, but i want to drink or something so i can get fucked up. But my family wont let me use they will send me back to rehab. so how do i tell them theres no hope for me? I never want to go to a treatment center again, but maybe do i need to? I know theres still stuff fucked up in me, but right now im just smoking weed so whats wrong with that right? so what if i relapsed again after a week out of my third rehab. But they dont see it that way so how can i get away from them? Get away from it all where i can get fucked up til i die, all my dreams are gone im just one of those people who cant amount to anything. But i want to so bad. The drugs have scuh a hard hold, but is there another way out for me than just dieing?
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How to get away from everyone?
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alwaysblazed
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There is more to life than drugs. And you deserve to live... You just need to find what makes you happy. Take the time out to find yourself. Make new friends who aren't just around to use with you. Just don't give up because life is filled with twists and turns but no one said this would be easy... The more you fall and get back up the stronger the person you will be.
Once you go past being a fuck up think there can be several small victories in knowing that-you just dont give a shit about 'winning' quite as much!
If you believe your useless at things; it still doesnt mean you dont have to carry on and it also doesnt mean you are 'useless' but you feel 'useless', you just need to accept yourself for who you are...not as a winner/loser but as yourself. We all dont fit the mould and the 'mould' is a unicorn in a magical, floating, bubble anyway! 8)
Stop bullshitting yourself about what you want to do, if you need to change some stuff, change it- if not, dont...its your decision.
Set small realistic goals, each at a time dont burden yourself with the bigger picture until you fulfill the manageable things first.
Good luck.
If you believe your useless at things; it still doesnt mean you dont have to carry on and it also doesnt mean you are 'useless' but you feel 'useless', you just need to accept yourself for who you are...not as a winner/loser but as yourself. We all dont fit the mould and the 'mould' is a unicorn in a magical, floating, bubble anyway! 8)
Stop bullshitting yourself about what you want to do, if you need to change some stuff, change it- if not, dont...its your decision.
Set small realistic goals, each at a time dont burden yourself with the bigger picture until you fulfill the manageable things first.
Good luck.
Wolfmans_BrothEr
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you can get a job, and get your own place. then no one can tell you what to do.
dont worry mate, be happy
dont worry mate, be happy