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How to fully embrace rolling and how to apply thoughts while rolling to real life?

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aggtx

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I want to know how to have an amazing roll and feel satisfied once I'm done rolling I usually feel guilty after rolling and my anxiety get kind of bad so I was wondering what are some good thoughts to have while rolling and how to embrace and sort of use it to my advantage rather than just using it to feel good because I always feel crappy and guilty after. I hope this makes sense I tried to explain it as best as I could
 
Learn to use punctuation.

How to have a good time while youre on MDMA? I hope youre not serious! MDMA is supposed to give you a good time, they call it Ecstasy for a reason ya know. Either youve raised your tolerance too much, or have lost the magic. Or you arent getting quality MDMA.

Either way, if youre doing it too often, that could be the case. Take a break, at least a month, in between your rolls. Then try it again, and see if you can 'have a good time while rolling.'
 
misterpicky said:
Learn to use punctuation.

Either youve raised your tolerance too much, or have lost the magic. '
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Raising your tolerance too much IS "losing the magic". Losing the magic is a weird way for people who find it "magical" to say that their tolerance is higher than they'd like. They need to wait at MDMA castle for the headmaster wizard to grant them their magic back.
 
misterpicky said:
How to have a good time while youre on MDMA? I hope youre not serious! MDMA is supposed to give you a good time, they call it Ecstasy for a reason ya know. Either youve raised your tolerance too much, or have lost the magic. Or you arent getting quality MDMA.
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You are completely missing his point.
aggtx, I know what your talking about, i feel the same way after i roll. i think a fair amount of that feeling is the depletion of serotonin and all. The only thing that helps me is to sit down and think about it sometime before rolling, you have to really know that what your doing is okay and you should not feel guilty about it because theres nothing to feel guilty about! come up with your own personal reasons why it's okay. as for applying rolling to the rest of your life, that came naturally to me. it teaches me how to be more comfortable in social situations, how to embrace and accept other people, and how to go up and start a conversation with a stranger. i cant really give you advice on that.
hope that helped.
 
How are you hoping to take advantage of it? You can make an effort to cultivate the loving and accepting perspective thay MDMA offers in your daily life. Once you have experienced it, you know that it is possible, but it takes conscious work to integrate it into your ordinary state of being.

This also decreases comedown/recovery anxiety, because you don't have to feel that your experience has been lost. You are aware that you now have the opportunity to apply it.

There's no need to feel any guilt associated with MDMA use. If you feel it is a problem then that can be worked on, but feeling guilty doesn't help.
 
Nature walks. They're the shit.
Might wanna wait until better weather though. January is still pretty cold.
Rolling in the day time through a public park is fucking amazing.
 
What makes you feel guilty after rolling?

This drug will show you how many social inhibitions you really have once they are gone. If your feeling guilt about something its because you have been conditioned into some morals that might go against what this drug is about.

Talk with people, be close to your friends, it feels nice to know you can let your friends into your "bubble", personal space kind of goes away.

If you don't have a girlfriend, find out if a friend that is a girl would like to cuddle, even it is platonic.

A friend of mine lets me be close to his girlfriend while rolling, he is always up and running around and the party and she likes to chill. He would rather her be close enough to a good friend than have a bunch of guys trying to be all over her if she were alone, he understands that i have no intention of ever going after her. I respect him more than that. But that isn't to say my mouth hasn't been on various parts of her while rolling, all of it was with his consent though. She has only taken methylone though, I am not going to be physically close to her when she is on MDMA because methylone lacks the oxytocin push that causes you to fall for people, and MDMA will generally make your brain associate the person rubbing your back and scratching your head as someone you love. Association between pleasure and the individual providing it with lots of hormones flooding your brain, and i wish only the best of things for them. I might one day just give them both some and tell them to eat it along together and that it will probably be the best thing that has ever happened to their relationship.

Be open and honest with your friends, if they are actually your friends they won't give a fuck how strange you are. I am one of those people that comes over as far more normal than i actually am at first, i am also very honest with people.

We will jump in the hot tub and have a casual conversation about sex. Its such an everyday part of life for most of us, even if we aren't having it, we would like to be, and for such an everyday part of life, no one ever just openly talks about it.
 
Traegs said:
Nature walks. They're the shit.
Might wanna wait until better weather though. January is still pretty cold.
Rolling in the day time through a public park is fucking amazing.
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I was going to suggest something along these lines. Most MDMA is taken at parties/raves etc, but IMHO the best experience is had during the day, in "normal life" as it were. I used to have sessions around my place when I was a student and we'd start out a few hours after lunch. We were all ready for bed at the usual time, and I would sleep like a baby (using a benzo or two if the E had been particularly potent).

It's good to have a plan to do something the following day. I think you're more likely to dwell, in a serotinin-depleted state, on the less positive aspects of life if you just sit around doing fuck-all. I would usually smoke a joint, listen to music and attempt to be an artist or something!
 
ive gotten similar anxiety and what not/ terrible comedowns, but the best way i try to approach the situation is go in not expecting anything. You're going to have an awesome time either way but if you don't expect much, the normal stuff that happens is awesome as usual and the crazy stuff that happens is absolutely mind blowing and will leave you feeling after glows like no other!
 
The thing i love about ecstasy is you can take so much from it. This shit changes lives. Its not just about the feeling you get in the moment. Theres something about it that sets it apart from anything else. Its not the drug making you feel the way you do, its the serotonin being released into your brain. So everything you feel is YOU. The intense connection you have with others, the complete euphoria and satisfaction with everything, and the carefree happiness that you have is you. You think on a so much deeper level and it helps your true feelings come out. It's not just about the rave, the party, the sex, the lights, or the music. Yes it all rocks but theres so much more to take from this that most people overlook. It gives you a whole new perspective of things, the way things should be. Learn from the experience and take a whole new appreciation towards life. E-preciation. So many people have ecstasy all wrong, especially the people who havent tried it. Its a beautiful thing and you can take so much from the experience. Don't feel bad about doing it. Instead use it and use the experience as a sort of enlightenment and just know that those connections and those good feelings and vibes you get while rollin arent because youre "trippin", its because ecstasy helps you see a different side of yourself. But its all who you are. Haha sorry for the novel but if you look at it the way i do it will change your life. E-preciate.
 
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