GumbyClaymation
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I have issues related to emotional abuse as a child that I am realizing more and more really does have effects in my adult life. I'm getting over the false idea that "I am over it". I use psychedelics and dissociatives sometimes. Some of the time it's just use for spiritual purposes. Sometimes it's use for self medicated therapy. (Those two overlap). I have abused drugs from time to time, but not much.
I think that I'd benefit from some kind of therapy. I've gone before, and not mentioned my drug use. I feel that they either wouldn't understand or would consider it to be the main problem that needed to be "fixed" before moving on to other issues. I can control my use of drugs, but I believe that they are beneficial to my life (sounds like and addict, I know).
You are supposed to be 100% open with your therapist. Anyone have ideas on how to find a therapist who can be accepting of drug use, or is this just a fantasy to think I could find someone like this? "Good" would be to find someone accepting and just not go there. "Better" would be to find someone willing to talk more deeply about what I have learned from those experiences and not have it turn into a discussion of "What made you feel like you had to turn to drugs?". "Ideal" would be someone who would consider therapy while I was under the influence.
I'm around Berkeley CA. While there are certainly a better share of enlightened people here, it's not all that out in the open.
I think that I'd benefit from some kind of therapy. I've gone before, and not mentioned my drug use. I feel that they either wouldn't understand or would consider it to be the main problem that needed to be "fixed" before moving on to other issues. I can control my use of drugs, but I believe that they are beneficial to my life (sounds like and addict, I know).
You are supposed to be 100% open with your therapist. Anyone have ideas on how to find a therapist who can be accepting of drug use, or is this just a fantasy to think I could find someone like this? "Good" would be to find someone accepting and just not go there. "Better" would be to find someone willing to talk more deeply about what I have learned from those experiences and not have it turn into a discussion of "What made you feel like you had to turn to drugs?". "Ideal" would be someone who would consider therapy while I was under the influence.
I'm around Berkeley CA. While there are certainly a better share of enlightened people here, it's not all that out in the open.