OK so this is giving me some problems lately.... I am male, 29. I am not an irritable or cranky person, but somehow I find myself VERY EASILY irritated and also I find myself easily getting into arguments with other people, especially with my close ones (my girlfriend or my mother). It's usually over something stupid... and then I get upset... Then I feel like my blood pressure goes up, and I feel different, like sleepy and "not normal". It's as if the tolerance of my nervous system has been lowered.
I don't know what's wrong with me, because I know this is not me
I don't know if I am experiencing benzo-withdrawal or what? In the past I was taking Klonopin in 2006, for 1.5 months as prescribed. Then from 2006-2010 I took Klonopin when needed.... After that I decided to ditch it for ever... I took last Klonopin in June 2010.
During 2003-2004 I was taking XTC on parties and stuff... Probably several times a month. After that, occasionally I would take XTC or MDMA... Last time I took MDMA was in May 2011. After that I decided to stop with that forever.
So, what do I do? I am really hopeless here.... From time to time I have elements of hypochondria, where I worry about my health, mostly about my heart or the brain. Combined with this I sometimes have obsessional thoughts/worries, like fear of death, or fear that something bad will happen to me. However, sometimes I am total opposite, full of confidence etc... Total paradox!
Any thoughts are appreciated!
kx
I don't know what's wrong with me, because I know this is not me

I don't know if I am experiencing benzo-withdrawal or what? In the past I was taking Klonopin in 2006, for 1.5 months as prescribed. Then from 2006-2010 I took Klonopin when needed.... After that I decided to ditch it for ever... I took last Klonopin in June 2010.
During 2003-2004 I was taking XTC on parties and stuff... Probably several times a month. After that, occasionally I would take XTC or MDMA... Last time I took MDMA was in May 2011. After that I decided to stop with that forever.
So, what do I do? I am really hopeless here.... From time to time I have elements of hypochondria, where I worry about my health, mostly about my heart or the brain. Combined with this I sometimes have obsessional thoughts/worries, like fear of death, or fear that something bad will happen to me. However, sometimes I am total opposite, full of confidence etc... Total paradox!
Any thoughts are appreciated!
kx