Lopez
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- Oct 21, 2010
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I don't want to go into details but my life has become a complete, irreparable mess and i attempted suicide, halfway through i stopped and called 911, i underwent an evaluation and today after many years my case was re-opened. the case manager told me I'd more than likely need to go back on wellbutrin and some kind of benzo seeing as there's not much else they can do but see how i react to that and follow up with counseling. i used to take 10 mg valium daily and it worked so I'm thinking they're going to put me back on that but there's something i failed to mention to him.
for the past 4 nights I've been drinking the despair away, the first night was a 40 oz and a couple cans of beer, second night was just a 40 oz, third night i had almost a full bottle of wine, and last night before the attempt i finished the last two mouthfuls. I've always been very cautious of tolerance... so I'm wondering if i take a valium will it kill the despair i feel, or will the alcohol tolerance significantly reduce it's effects? i know 10 mg is a moderate-low dose medically but that always did the trick without significantly impairing me, and I'm pretty sure i won't be prescribed more than that initially anyway.
can anyone offer any input on whether this alcohol consumption would affect the valium's efficacy?
and no, I'm no longer suicidal I'm just trying to to get some rest after 2 weeks of absolute hell and insanity.
also, i hope I'm not breaking any of the forum rules by asking any of this, i don't believe i am.
for the past 4 nights I've been drinking the despair away, the first night was a 40 oz and a couple cans of beer, second night was just a 40 oz, third night i had almost a full bottle of wine, and last night before the attempt i finished the last two mouthfuls. I've always been very cautious of tolerance... so I'm wondering if i take a valium will it kill the despair i feel, or will the alcohol tolerance significantly reduce it's effects? i know 10 mg is a moderate-low dose medically but that always did the trick without significantly impairing me, and I'm pretty sure i won't be prescribed more than that initially anyway.
can anyone offer any input on whether this alcohol consumption would affect the valium's efficacy?
and no, I'm no longer suicidal I'm just trying to to get some rest after 2 weeks of absolute hell and insanity.
also, i hope I'm not breaking any of the forum rules by asking any of this, i don't believe i am.