"How Psychedelics Saved My Life"

[parttime crackhead]

Do you think you are a good example of a christian?

To be fair to Raas, I think he readily admits that he's a bit of a shit Christian.

 

[Inflorescence]

To be fair to Raas, I think he readily admits that he's a bit of a shit Christian.

Maybe he should take me up on my offer drop some al-lad or LSD with me..he will either end up crying for 8 hours with a total loss of ego or laughing for that long and in fear of his heart stopping and his ribs spliting.

Whether we find acceptance and the truth of a higher power/god is doubtful but I think raas could do with a dose of fun time?

For God doth know that in the day ye eat (the blottter of possibility ) thereof, then your eyes shall be opened, and ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil.'
- Genesis 3/5

Amen to a healthy dose of hedonism and happy endorphine rush..surely that is what any god would condone once in a while?

 

[parttime crackhead]

He wouldn't have invented LSD if he didn't want us to eat it.

 

[Si Dread]

Dan I am stunned given your propensity for drugs that you have not had a spin round on Al-Lad yet? Or LSD!

Raas, we're all finally learning stuff about you. Careful! I for one try not to give too much of myself away on the internets...

... or laughing for that long and in fear of his heart stopping and his ribs spliting.

I suspect this, Raas is not short of humour.

 

[Septonn]

He wouldn't have invented LSD if he didn't want us to eat it.

Or maybe it is a test

Like those fossils that he put in the ground to make people doubt the history of planet Earth. Which of course is only a few thousand years old

 

[ColtDan]

nnDMT is the one for me, the most profound amazing molecule i have ever done , its so hard to come across it unless you make it yer self which apparently isnt that hard dmtnexus web site is full of recipes - a huge amount of plants contain it a certain type of acacia bark being one with the most in it. I had a g or so sent to me a couple of years ago from dying mate in the US it was pure and pure bliss. If you imagine acid being a skateboard spice(DMT) is a 1200cc Harley. Got some more last year but it wasnt as strong but you need to be careful with dosing as 20mg,50mg,70mg is hard to distinguish by eye sight and too much could freeeeek ya out if your not use to it
BTW it does loose its potency over time unless you are very careful how you keep it and even then i'm not sure if it doesn't chemically break down.
50mg and you are in a different universe - closed eyed visuals are the way most people go and 15m later your just about back to normal.

One of the best things ive ever experienced... amazing. doesnt even feel like a drug, feels like a personal visit from nature or something. tis facinating

First DMT Experience

Amen to a healthy dose of hedonism and happy endorphine rush..surely that is what any god would condone once in a while?

Praise the lawd for that bruvva

Dan I am stunned given your propensity for drugs that you have not had a spin round on Al-Lad yet? Or LSD!

Will be done soon could do insightful beautiful trippy-ness

 

[Eveleivibe]

It's getting a bit tit for tat now....

If Evey did say it we didnt need to know Raas. ...

If you did say it Evey, well, its not a nice thing to say about anyone, let alone Shulgin... mdma wasnt illegal when he picked it up off the shelf and dusting it off. He changed culture. Im not saying you have to like him, why not learn a bit about him before you don't care that hes dead...

I'm ready to reply to this now I'm feeling somewhat calmer. What I said off-site is off-site for a reason, mainly because I don't wish to discuss it on BL n because I know that doing so would cause drama n upset. And I've had enough of that for many lifetimes never mind one. I'm not going to share negative feelings when people, especially the site owners, with who I assume know him, are in mourning. I may be a cow at times but I'm not a heartless, unfeeling person n feel that people deserve the right to grieve with respect n in peace.

So thus I said what I said off-site n in, what I assumed to be private. Call me a hypocrite, call me two-faced, maybe I am but I don't wish to discuss it further please respect that. It will only cause arguments, drama etc. i'm just sorry you got to find out as it was not meant to heard on site n am sincerely sorry to anyone I've offended.

Evey

 

[Spliff Politics]

Whether you said it on or off site isnt the issue. Its a horrendous thing to say fullstop. Two-faced? Most definitely.

I find it very hard to not say anything when you make comments like that. Even when the response is as shit as this one

 

[ColtDan]

You know, fascinatingly, at the age of 20 years old, I was just another idiot like the rest of you, trying various drugs to escape his dull life, with no religious beliefs at all...

Lol.... what a knobbish thing to say.

 

[Spliff Politics]

Aye, rass is a bit of a cunt it seems. Im sure it doesnt faze him though, we must all look so small to him from way up on that high-horse of his.

 

[Eveleivibe]

^Evey:

I don't normally divulge info outside of BL, but your attacks and criticism towards me for merely drawing attention to the sites advocation of drugs, because of Shulgin, made me so sick after the things you said, I had to. You're completely 2-faced. I wasn't disrespectful to Shulgin, just an observation of the sites attitude towards drugs. I made clear I wasn't calling them right or wrong in doing so.

You also started quoting things I said to you on the phone about my heroin usage publicly, so felt it was fair game to quote you in return.




Inflo', ... there's a difference between a HILARIOUS self-deprecating jest towards myself and others on this site, and then genuine intended malice. You're reading intent is really going down hill.

Let me help you.

"I'm like you bunch of idiots" - This here is me being hilariously deprecating and insulting you with LOVE.

"I'm like you bunch of idiots" - This time I mean it with full malice.


Can't you spot the difference? derrrr



It's better to be yourself, than try to be something you're not. I tried hard to be a goodie goodie Christian, say and do the right things etc... but my own personality and individuality vanished. I look at great Christians like Winston Churchill, who arrived at court drunk and insulting the jury. It made us all smile.

Sometimes, to be the greatest, most loved Christian, you gotta cross the line here and there... get drunk and insult people.










er, yeah...



*runs*




No I've done enough tripping in this lifetime. I might smoke some crack and heroin with you but that's about it.

You're right i am 2-faced n i did quote your phone can so you did have right to say what i text you.

Evey

 

[Spliff Politics]

Its seriously ridiculous the whole "I hate him, hes the most intelligant bloke in EADD, oh no i hate him again" thing. I've never seen anything like it before - the flames of passion are clearly roaring away :D I've seen thee old "i hate you, i love you, i hate you" thing plenty, but never in such a short time span as this. Can be literally all of 10 minutes for your opinions to completely change about each other. Its truly ludicrous & thats what makes it so perfect :D

 

[Vurtual]

Raas: Sorry to patronise you about psychs (i remember you saying now you mention it)

But i find it funny that you don't want to do psychedelics, but you'll do crack and heroin - what do you think first century palestinians would have thought of that? Bearing in mind that psychedelics had been used by holy people in that area for years, i think they might call the crack/smack more of a sin. And far more damaging to your psyche/soul than sensible psych use i reckon (if you're worried about the heebie-jeebies, just drop some mdma first, then half a tab - never fails. Anyway, sorry i'll stop trying to convert you now, (cos you don't to me

 

[Eveleivibe]

Its seriously ridiculous the whole "I hate him, hes the most intelligant bloke in EADD, oh no i hate him again" thing. I've never seen anything like it before - the flames of passion are clearly roaring away :D I've seen thee old "i hate you, i love you, i hate you" thing plenty, but never in such a short time span as this. Can be literally all of 10 minutes for your opinions to completely change about each other. Its truly ludicrous & thats what makes it so perfect :D

Sorry, Spliff.

Evey

 

[Spliff Politics]

Nooo sorry i didnt mean it like that - you have no need to apologise; specially not to me of all people! I find your bizarre back and forth with Rass refreshing haha You gotta keep the boy on his toes after all or you'll never end up getting your catch.

 

[Eveleivibe]

It's not as straightforward as that though. I don't hate raas, I've never really hated raas.

Evey

 

[Spliff Politics]

Yeah hate is a very strong word and although i does get chucked around a lot, i think for you to truly hate someone, that person would have had to do something properly horrible to earn that. And although Rass is a 'orrible ol' cunt () and continuously rubs people the wrong way, that isnt really enough to warrant hatred towards him. Its like when you step on a plug for example; as soon as you feel that pain shoot through your foot you think "fuuuuuuck what an absolute bastard!!" you then question why the plug was there in the first place and what role it actually plays. At this moment you are very angry at the plug because this is just your shock reaction cos your so confused how anything could be that much of a pain in the arse. But after the pain sub-sides, theres no left-over ill feelings towards the plug cos you understand that there was no-where else for it to go, so you just have to put up with it being on the floor. On the very rare occasion this plug could even be useful, when you put it in the socket to turn on whatever appliance is attached to it, but these occasions are very few and far in between, but all the more special when they do happen.

 

[Inflorescence]

You know, fascinatingly, at the age of 20 years old, I was just another idiot like the rest of you, trying various drugs to escape his dull life, with no religious beliefs at all...

Raas this is what you said.

Inflo', ... there's a difference between a HILARIOUS self-deprecating jest towards myself and others on this site, and then genuine intended malice. You're reading intent is really going down hill.

Let me help you.

"I'm like you bunch of idiots" - This here is me being hilariously deprecating and insulting you with LOVE.
"I'm like you bunch of idiots" - This time I mean it with full malice.
Can't you spot the difference? derrrr

I think perhaps you misunderstood, I suggested the entire quote was in my opinion judgemental and a sweeping statement. You have just taken one part and now it appears out of context. I read it as you intermating that you were an idiot like the rest of us taking drugs at 20, yes you therefore suggesting that we/those that take drugs are idiotic so while being self deprecating where you not offering an oppinion that we idiotic, tarring us with the same brush?
I thought when you said you "trying various drugs to escape his dull life, with no religious beliefs at all" you were of course referrencing yourself but once again suggesting that 'we' as in the collective that do take drugs are trying too trying to escape from something and have no religious beliefs either.

On reflection I can see that you may not have meant it the way I read it. There are of course plenty of drug users that do have religious beliefs and I know you know this and there are plenty of recreational drug users here that as I suggested take drugs not to escape but to enhance life not to escape.

I haven't slept since umm Thursday? umm Wednesday night? So if I misunderstood you I will apologise however if it was meant as I first thought you intended then my previous thoughts stand.

Me-I would probably have made a very good christian within the parameters of not having a malicious bone in my body, always trying to see the best in people and if I don't I try my level best to put energy into finding out if it is genuinly warranted or not...

I have a strong sense of what I believe is right and wrong based on my own ideas and ideals of what is moral and immoral..I have no problem with your oppinions differing on occasions from my own as such. I just thought you were siting in judgement and likening and making an asumption that others experiences, agenda, reasons for their own drug must have been for the same reasons as your own. As I said if I did initially misconstrue the intent of your statement quite willing to apologise.

so...................

and umm cheers for the offer of sharing some heroin or crack, incidentally two drugs I have never tried but I think we would be safer with a bottle of gin and two straws?

PEA ESS..I have instilled catholic guilt..it never leaves you..but then again I can in the eyes of that God I can always commit murder and go to confession and be absolved..so yehhh My conscience is clear is yours?

 

[Spliff Politics]

Yep that sounds spot on Ms floyo. Im mighty impressed that was written off the back of not sleeping since Wednesday! I didnt sleep just last night and all i could come up with was comparing him to standing on a plug.

Bravo :D!

 

[StoneHappyMonday]

I'm choosing high purity heroin and crack over the Gin but she's right about that Catholic guilt.