im allmost honest with all
my mom
i dont front my rigs or dope at, and just tell her how im doing on my maintance
my brother
i tell all to, i go to him when im relapses and need a little cheering up
psycheatrist
i tell i take my medication, i havent told him about my drug use, then they wont threat you :/
drug counseller
i tall all to, how much i take of my sub and if i slip up,
i dont tell her about my benzo
script tho, then they would ween me of em, and to my i use em as needed not every day, but instead of
ssri these have helped me witch the ssri never did, and i tryid many so if i use a little oxazepam every month
so what, i dont use every day or is addcited or wanna be (again, i have been one time with a lot more) but i found
with benzo's less is more, they can really help me when im down, if i only use em at that, use them to much and
they start to do more damage then good.
GP (Famely Doc)
i tell it all to tho. they have been real good to my even tho im and addict, my famely doctor even gave me 10mg methadone till there was a spot in the maintance program, he's really good ive god a feeling they are starting to get tired of my junkie ass tho
scrink(not psyciatrist, psycheolog? mental only, dont know the word in english right now
)
i tell everythink to best lady in the world, i only started with her becourse my mom knew her and she is really there to just listen no judging, love her
i do have to add i think its fucked up' your different doctors dont threat you the same if theyt know you takes drug.
dosnt even have to be often but as soon you take drugs, theres no other diagnose its allways 'the drugs fault'
Edit1:
ok just realized i dont tell all ppl everything, came to think of me dad...
My Dad - this is a little complicated.
Allmost forgot the old bastard, when ever he found out i was a addict something just changed
i think he's has guilt becourse he's allways smoked weed and think maybe its him that started me doing this, even tho i have told its was self medicating at first, nothing to do with a little weed smoking once in a while, but when ever i starts talking about it with me mum when he's around, it can be about me medecine and progress he just starts shutting up and leaves, and it really makes me sad i have lost that connection i used to have to my dad...

so yeah i basicly dont talk with him much exept im visiting or seing him on occation...
sorry for my wasted ramble,..
