As I have posted on some of my threads and some of my posts, I have been suffering from a long term comedown which started 9 months ago. I'm still suffering but I'm learning to slowly adapt to it somehow. I'm so jealous of a lot of people who are normal and who never took drugs. I never really believed that "regret is always in the end" but this is how I feel everyday. I've never really understood people who have anxiety or people with drug induced symptoms but now that I'm in the same boat I started to sympathize and realize that the suffering is agonizing emotionally, mentally and physically. It creates havoc and misery in your well-being. I wonder what normal feels like since I haven't felt normal for almost a year now. I just hope it's not very far from now 