velocity92c
Bluelighter
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- Jun 29, 2009
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I've been a pretty heavy opiate user for the past 2 years, mostly Oxycontin recently, 1 to 2 80's IV'd a day for damn near every day over the past two years. For the past 3 weeks I haven't touched any Oxy at all. For the first part of this month I did IV some 8 MG Dilaudid's several times over the course of a week but in the past two weeks I haven't touched anything but Suboxone in extremely small amounts. I only started with a half of an 8MB Suboxone 2 weeks ago and snorted the tiniest of lines daily to stave off WDs. Well the Suboxone ran out yesterday. This is my first time "clean" in so long I didn't really remember how normal felt, but today I am sitting up at 5:45 AM unable to sleep because of WDs, and kind of surprised really considering the lack of dope lately and the small amount of Suboxone I had been taking.
I am definitely not experiencing full blown WDs but my eyes will not stop watering, mild cold sweats and insomnia, can't stop yawning, etc. I was really feeling energized to finally kicking this addiction but now all I want to do once daylight comes is find another fix so I don't feel so crappy.
I guess if I knew this would be over in a couple days that I would be willing to fight through, hence the title of this thread. But if this is going to last a week or more I will have to find another method to get clean, whatever that may be. Be honest with me, how much longer can I expect to feel like crap?
I am definitely not experiencing full blown WDs but my eyes will not stop watering, mild cold sweats and insomnia, can't stop yawning, etc. I was really feeling energized to finally kicking this addiction but now all I want to do once daylight comes is find another fix so I don't feel so crappy.
I guess if I knew this would be over in a couple days that I would be willing to fight through, hence the title of this thread. But if this is going to last a week or more I will have to find another method to get clean, whatever that may be. Be honest with me, how much longer can I expect to feel like crap?
