How Much Is Too Much?

I'm staring at this keyboard struggling with what I want to say, afraid of, you guessed it, saying too much.

How many days straight, no sleep, is too much?

How many days straight without leaving your room? Not seeing your kids even though they're just on the other side of the fucking door?

How much self loathing?

How much blame can one person carry?

....and how much fucking blow?