Is that statement directed at me? This thread is nearly a year old. You obviously haven't been in the depths of hardcore drug addiction. Thats what was wrong with me.Irresponsibility has nothing to do with it. You live for the drug, it feeds off you. There is a risk involved, like with other drugs. Gear fluctuates, you have too many downers in your system and you can die. I know, i'm lucky to be walking around after almost 20 chances while there are users out there who don't get one. In a 6 year addiction from 1-3 hits a day. One hit a day is 2190 hits over that period. 20 times I've OD'd.I don't think that the odds are that bad. Im by no means trying to justify my usage or say that its harmless. I just accept thats theres a chance of OD just as there is experiencing negative symptoms with other substances.