deidara
Bluelighter
I've been IVing for over a year. Heroin, tons of pills, and meth a couple times. I just love injecting things. That's always gonna be my preferred method.
How many of you Inject?
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Captain.Heroin
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stick to the heroin/pills if you're going to IV anything at all IMO
Seyer
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I see.
lostNfound
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not even once.
hustlababy09
Bluelighter
I'm an IV heroin user.
hustlababy09
Bluelighter
Amen to that!! Lol
liketogouch
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yes, i have been IVing since i was 15 years old and im 23 now, back then it was shooting up amphetamine, but since i was 18 ive been shooting up heroin ever since... from one habbit to another, damn i hate the withdrawls! even the needle, that is an addiction itself and has always been something i love to do when i do IV its like a dream like state, quite amazing really. i know other guys who have injected once or twice and hate the needle, i guess if i wouldnt of tried it all those years ago who knows where i might be now
'medicine cabinet'
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Started shooting at 21 was hooked at 18, but was doing various pills til i was like 19 and said fuck this!dope is so much cheaper and it was all down hill from therestarted shooting 2 years later and continued to do so for like 7 years. I could never chip, either i was on subs or i was all in you could say. Have injected lots of things, not just opis, pharm grade midazoman and ativan, ketamine that was im tho) oh and cocaine, man what a rush with good raw. Nothing beats a speedball. Never tried meth str8 up but i think ive shot it before light dusted into some coke, def not my thing for the comedown thats why i stay away from stims. In my life ive only really known one guy that could actually chip, worked in a metal shop, just kind of did it socially, plus he had a few good hookups with decent raw, if that was me, i wwould have been calling those hookups all the time.
SuperHans68
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Guess im one of those rare people who can chip and IV. The only reason i think about this is my golden rule of never consuming consecutive days and all the horror stories of addiction.
hustlababy09
Bluelighter
I am the same way. I feel like I almost have an addiction to the actual needle as much as the heroin. I love seeing it register when the blood floods into the barrel. It sounds sick but it's the truth.
liketogouch
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yup exactly same for me! haha seems to be same for a lot more people on here that i realised who love it much as i do since in my small town of different addicts who I've spoke to about a needle injection addiction/love itself not many people do really like the process and just do it for a better rush and quicker high, for me i love the rush of any injected drug, but the process of cooking up, then like you said about when blood flows into the barrel, for me its bliss!
I legitimately came seconds from using the needle. I inserted trying to hit the cephalic vein, as is the easiest spot and most commonly used for IV sites. My veins pop, too, I don't need a tourniquet or anything cause I blind donkey should be able to hit them. But I had done up about 1/3 what would be adequate nasally and stuck it and went to register. I got nothing, though I though I was in for sure. Now at the time I was in my bathroom and someone was home. Right as I tried to register someone knocked at the door and I got really freaked out... by the lack of a flash and the knock of course. I them quickly pulled out, sprayed the solution in my mouth to get something out of it (in hindsight should've sent it up the nose) and cleaned up to leave no trace of my actions. I honestly never get nervous about having blood taken and shots at the Dr don't bother me at all, but the idea of mainlining the H just turns my stomach upside down.
I think in the long run it was for the best, but I still have a strong desire to try the needle. I of course have read the many people on here who advise others to not do it, especially considering my main rationale for it is to save $. Most say your doing the same amount as before within weeks, so its not reasonable to switch for that reason. Now I am leaning more away from the needle, and more towards better connections to help my financial state out. But for now I am on Sub maintenance so its not really an issue anyway, but my cravings often get the best of me even with the Sub.
I just wonder if I would inevitably be doing just as much IV as IN. I have always seemed to be satisfied without increasing my dosages too drastically. Before the switch from Oxy to H, 30 mg was still plenty adequate, even 20 gave a lift. Had started at 5-10 mg (as a non addict) and in 2 years of addiction (with breaks) still was good with 20-30. I was told switching to H would be initially cost effective, but in the long run you would develop tolerance so quick it would end up not helping with $. But that doesn't seem to be the case, probably a 25-35% increase in tolerance occurred over 3 months. So its still far cheaper than a Oxy habit AFAI am concerned.
And please don't just assume I am not that bad off because I have not increased tolerance as drastically as most seem to. I would at least dose 4 times a day...and usually first time of day was no more than 30 minutes after waking up. My habit prior to getting on Subs about 1 month ago was steady for about 6 months, split 3&3 months oxy&H.
I think in the long run it was for the best, but I still have a strong desire to try the needle. I of course have read the many people on here who advise others to not do it, especially considering my main rationale for it is to save $. Most say your doing the same amount as before within weeks, so its not reasonable to switch for that reason. Now I am leaning more away from the needle, and more towards better connections to help my financial state out. But for now I am on Sub maintenance so its not really an issue anyway, but my cravings often get the best of me even with the Sub.
I just wonder if I would inevitably be doing just as much IV as IN. I have always seemed to be satisfied without increasing my dosages too drastically. Before the switch from Oxy to H, 30 mg was still plenty adequate, even 20 gave a lift. Had started at 5-10 mg (as a non addict) and in 2 years of addiction (with breaks) still was good with 20-30. I was told switching to H would be initially cost effective, but in the long run you would develop tolerance so quick it would end up not helping with $. But that doesn't seem to be the case, probably a 25-35% increase in tolerance occurred over 3 months. So its still far cheaper than a Oxy habit AFAI am concerned.
And please don't just assume I am not that bad off because I have not increased tolerance as drastically as most seem to. I would at least dose 4 times a day...and usually first time of day was no more than 30 minutes after waking up. My habit prior to getting on Subs about 1 month ago was steady for about 6 months, split 3&3 months oxy&H.
Honestly addiction is awful and painful, but it goes away eventually. And with today's tools to combat it, its not that bad. With Subs and benzos I haven't found myself too uncomfortable in a while. Not to mention things I haven't tried like neurontin, lyrica, clonidine, tramadol and ibogaine which I have not tried, but others swear by.
I got off a moderate oxy habit, 120-150 mg a day, using a 1-1/2 month sub taper (I relapsed obviously if you read the post above). It was painless aside from the 24 hours waiting to induce the sub (and I have learned now I really only need about 14-16 hours, and can get by at 12, depends on size of the last dose). Using the needleless syringe and H2o solution to taper down to like .1 mg a day, once I stopped I didn't even notice a difference.
So honestly addiction is awful, but realize it can be cured, now what I don't get is if you just chip, why not snort? I guess you want the rush, I haven't IV'd so I can't argue with that. But I will say, like I mentioned, addiction is curable and unlikely to kill you. Bacterial endocarditis, a traveling thrombus/embolus, and other infections may not be curable. Those things scare the hell out of me. But I guess if you micron filter and use all sterile/antiseptic precautions you should be all right. I mean some gross users manage to avoid these things and they most certainly are not using micron filters or clean use precautions.
Mr.Scagnattie
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How long have you been using for?
dopemaster
Bluelight Crew
Im an IV user which you could probly guess if you have read my posts. Its a game-changer to say the least. It doesnt matter what drug your using, it will make you a worse addict.
My first time IV I didnt do much and thought it was lame. I had walked away seeing what it was doing to most my friends, but my life took a turn for the worst. I actually waited a few years later and then my IV habit started.
Fast foward a couple years and I get a great connection for dilies and opanas. I have also had a really nasty injury and well Im rather unhappy in my life at this point, but if I only knew how good I had it before I started shooting. Well anyways I started shooting these strong drugs and well yeah I liked it. Not only did my pain go away but it was god damn orgasmic shooting these pills. I dont want to glorify this by any means as it got nasty fast.
So a few months later my friend is just rambling on about heroin and I cannot find pills. So I go and buy a couple G-units of some FIRE. I enjoyed it. It felt pretty gosh darn good. Ok so now Im really addicted to opiates.
So anyways here I am shooting up my pain scrip, a few pain scrips I buy, and as much smack as I can afford. Im just tip-toeing across a giant razor blade jumping rope and skipping. Well anyways I get an abcess. Being the responsable and sensible (sarcasm) adult I was I knew I could handle this on my own.
So I go and get some antibiotics from friends, family, and some people with serious health problems, not knowing I already needed IV antibiotics. So anyways I try to treat this giant lump with a cocktail of antibiotics and eventuallys lance the thing. I pull out about 5 mls of yellow gelatanous stuff. I got to bed feeling much better and wake up to a nastier situation. Well I think its time to go a doctor. So a couple shots of IM antibiotics and shit is going south fast. I end up in the hopsital for a week. The doctor comes in and flips a coin and says thats my chances of keeping my arm.
You think that would stop me. I was bedridden for a month after I left the hospital. Oh no, I kept going. I just shot up in bed now. I also started shooting coke and dextro amphetamine. The dextro I had acess to as my gf had a scrip for it and well it was easy enough to trade some drugs for them. As far as coke I was "blessed" with knowing some good connections.
Anyways so yeah Im really addicted to drugs now. I was totally gonna just chip every now and than. I wasnt addicted I was just chipping, I just let shit get out of control or maybe its just something people cannot control. Ive never seen anyone shoot up more than once and walk away. I have seen a select few shoot one time and say fuck this. Other than that it was on like donkey kong and every single person didnt know it or didnt care (which was my case) that they were already on the road to destruction.
This is the PG-13 version of a XXX rated story. IV drug use has lead me to do all sorts of unsavory activities like pimping, stealing, robbing, manipulating, hustling, selling, and really just generally fucking over anyone who comes near me.
So yes I IV my dope. It doesnt matter if its oxy, speed, coke, pills, K, ambien, or smack. If I can get it in a needle Ill shoot it. Its like a line in the sand. Id love to go back to being a relativly carefree pill poppin pothead but I think thats just not gonna happen. Its kind of game over. Just a bit of a warning. I mean if your just chipping and you can handle it go ahead and try to be one in a million, cuz I sure tryed.
My first time IV I didnt do much and thought it was lame. I had walked away seeing what it was doing to most my friends, but my life took a turn for the worst. I actually waited a few years later and then my IV habit started.
Fast foward a couple years and I get a great connection for dilies and opanas. I have also had a really nasty injury and well Im rather unhappy in my life at this point, but if I only knew how good I had it before I started shooting. Well anyways I started shooting these strong drugs and well yeah I liked it. Not only did my pain go away but it was god damn orgasmic shooting these pills. I dont want to glorify this by any means as it got nasty fast.
So a few months later my friend is just rambling on about heroin and I cannot find pills. So I go and buy a couple G-units of some FIRE. I enjoyed it. It felt pretty gosh darn good. Ok so now Im really addicted to opiates.
So anyways here I am shooting up my pain scrip, a few pain scrips I buy, and as much smack as I can afford. Im just tip-toeing across a giant razor blade jumping rope and skipping. Well anyways I get an abcess. Being the responsable and sensible (sarcasm) adult I was I knew I could handle this on my own.
So I go and get some antibiotics from friends, family, and some people with serious health problems, not knowing I already needed IV antibiotics. So anyways I try to treat this giant lump with a cocktail of antibiotics and eventuallys lance the thing. I pull out about 5 mls of yellow gelatanous stuff. I got to bed feeling much better and wake up to a nastier situation. Well I think its time to go a doctor. So a couple shots of IM antibiotics and shit is going south fast. I end up in the hopsital for a week. The doctor comes in and flips a coin and says thats my chances of keeping my arm.
You think that would stop me. I was bedridden for a month after I left the hospital. Oh no, I kept going. I just shot up in bed now. I also started shooting coke and dextro amphetamine. The dextro I had acess to as my gf had a scrip for it and well it was easy enough to trade some drugs for them. As far as coke I was "blessed" with knowing some good connections.
Anyways so yeah Im really addicted to drugs now. I was totally gonna just chip every now and than. I wasnt addicted I was just chipping, I just let shit get out of control or maybe its just something people cannot control. Ive never seen anyone shoot up more than once and walk away. I have seen a select few shoot one time and say fuck this. Other than that it was on like donkey kong and every single person didnt know it or didnt care (which was my case) that they were already on the road to destruction.
This is the PG-13 version of a XXX rated story. IV drug use has lead me to do all sorts of unsavory activities like pimping, stealing, robbing, manipulating, hustling, selling, and really just generally fucking over anyone who comes near me.
So yes I IV my dope. It doesnt matter if its oxy, speed, coke, pills, K, ambien, or smack. If I can get it in a needle Ill shoot it. Its like a line in the sand. Id love to go back to being a relativly carefree pill poppin pothead but I think thats just not gonna happen. Its kind of game over. Just a bit of a warning. I mean if your just chipping and you can handle it go ahead and try to be one in a million, cuz I sure tryed.
^Damn^
I am reading this and thinking about how I literally had the needle in my arm, loaded, just had to register and push. It wasn't that long ago but as I was leaning more towards the idea of IV'ing up until that point, I have been straying away from it. And I am not even using dope right now, just on Subs, but I just have the feeling I am doing it just to get some money saved up to go back at it. Its sad, I mean I have used Subs to kick and stayed clean for 2 months, its so easy if you do it the right way. But the fact of the matter is I haven't accomplished the things in my life that I had hoped drug use would make easier or more doable. So I end up just going back now, because I will be totally honest, I don't have that urge to stop. The only thing that makes me stop is the money. Otherwise my mind set on the idea that if I could afford this stuff and save money like I did before the habit.... then I would be fine remaining a junky for the rest of my life.
I am reading this and thinking about how I literally had the needle in my arm, loaded, just had to register and push. It wasn't that long ago but as I was leaning more towards the idea of IV'ing up until that point, I have been straying away from it. And I am not even using dope right now, just on Subs, but I just have the feeling I am doing it just to get some money saved up to go back at it. Its sad, I mean I have used Subs to kick and stayed clean for 2 months, its so easy if you do it the right way. But the fact of the matter is I haven't accomplished the things in my life that I had hoped drug use would make easier or more doable. So I end up just going back now, because I will be totally honest, I don't have that urge to stop. The only thing that makes me stop is the money. Otherwise my mind set on the idea that if I could afford this stuff and save money like I did before the habit.... then I would be fine remaining a junky for the rest of my life.
tentram
Ex-Bluelighter
just finished injecting morphine 
for once i am not jealous of your morphine, cuz i just injected 8mg hydromorphone %)
needles just make it so much more sensational that sometimes i redose or shoot up something just to shoot up. like i will be totally fine and not be in withdrawal, ill shoot up and lets say i miss a little bit of the shot or it doesnt go as planned i as i thought, i will immediately clean up the site of injection, then i will prepp and shoot in another spot just because the needle feels so good
needles just make it so much more sensational that sometimes i redose or shoot up something just to shoot up. like i will be totally fine and not be in withdrawal, ill shoot up and lets say i miss a little bit of the shot or it doesnt go as planned i as i thought, i will immediately clean up the site of injection, then i will prepp and shoot in another spot just because the needle feels so good
dopemaster
Bluelight Crew
I feel you man. Its like every time I get clean I just stack cash and make means to ends. I get my ducks in a row and somehow get myself involved in the business so I have easy acess. I just tell myself its about the money but I know its cuz Im trying to set it up so I wont run out when I get back on. Than its cool to have a taste. You cant shoot just once...
I think Ima get addicted to sex for a while. Like do a bunch of roids and work out alot. Ill become a complete narcascist even more than I am now. Ill screw alot more women. Like trophy hunt for the hottest piece of ass you can tag for free. It dont count if its a whore in my book. Im not saying Im above tricking of a ho but I dont count that as booty hunting.
I get addicted to all sorts of shit. Like what type of man has 30 pairs of jordans/nikes/adidas with matching hats and shirts. I also have button fly jeans and sweat suits. I always bought stuff on sale but I still spent alot of money.
I also got into extreme sports and risked my life on a daily basis for kicks. Any board sport I would do. I used to bomb big ass hills on my long board getting towed in on a car so I was already going like 30 by the time I had to let go of the car.
And then there is wanking. I think Im a bit hedonistic by nature but everyone is some of us just dont care to repress it. I think if conditions were different we would all rock out with our cocks out caligula style.
manboychef
Bluelighter
I make Caligula blush....and yes I love to take the plunge. When I see blood I let out a little sigh of relief. I've been clean from that for a while now and I'm kicking Suboxone habit.
I completely understand getting hooked on the needle.
I completely understand getting hooked on the needle.
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