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i haven't had any pills since yellow 3's, and that was back in late 2003 i think, and before that it was anzac weekend 03. coke etc i stopped about a month or so after that. considering how much of a heavy user i was, i'm pretty impressed with myself. i stopped because i was going too far with it. every single week, start thursday finish monday, just getting thrashed. i'd spend the next week telling people how scattered i was. it was ugly, then on thursday i'd be back to it. i didn't find it hard to stop. the only thing i found hard was going out, and not because the temptation was there, but because i realised how bullshit everyone and everything was. there's nothing like standing outside gas or sublime at 6am and seeing the facials that people are ripping as they leave. hilarious and grotesque at the same time. as for alcohol, i was never really a heavy drinker, but maybe 3 or 4 times a year i'll have a few drinks. i'm very particular about what i drink too. has to be vodka, and no low rent shit. i love grey goose. mmm