so i searched this forum about overcoming depression from E and it varies, im not talking about popping for my first time and feeling confused or "depressed". i see that it takes 2-4 weeks for it to go away but otheres say it took several years which scares me.
a little about my sistuation:
ive been dealing with depression for about 2 years now, not e-related, mainly from doing coke but it has not affected me for a year since ive been clean for a loooong time too long to remember.
now ive been doing E and my pill count is getting close to 70 in about 2-3 months.
ive noticed that i cant be happy anymore and that i always think negative thoughts especially concerning my relationship with my gf and she is more imporatant to me than a drug which is why i made my decision to quit. ive been battling this depression/anxiety for about a week now (i took a break from E about a month ago but ive been doing it every weekend about 4-6 pills a night for the past 4 weeks)
so back to my question, how long do you think i will have to deal with this (hopefully not more than a month) and ill be taking vitamins of course, and how do you think i should explain this to my gf, she does E herself but i dont think she understands how i feel.
thanks for all your help if u read this, and for those that just started doing E and LOVE IT, i can relate to you..i was like that couple weeks ago and now im realizing its not worth it so DONT abuse it and be safe.
a little about my sistuation:
ive been dealing with depression for about 2 years now, not e-related, mainly from doing coke but it has not affected me for a year since ive been clean for a loooong time too long to remember.
now ive been doing E and my pill count is getting close to 70 in about 2-3 months.
ive noticed that i cant be happy anymore and that i always think negative thoughts especially concerning my relationship with my gf and she is more imporatant to me than a drug which is why i made my decision to quit. ive been battling this depression/anxiety for about a week now (i took a break from E about a month ago but ive been doing it every weekend about 4-6 pills a night for the past 4 weeks)
so back to my question, how long do you think i will have to deal with this (hopefully not more than a month) and ill be taking vitamins of course, and how do you think i should explain this to my gf, she does E herself but i dont think she understands how i feel.
thanks for all your help if u read this, and for those that just started doing E and LOVE IT, i can relate to you..i was like that couple weeks ago and now im realizing its not worth it so DONT abuse it and be safe.