I was snorting oxycodone 30s for a few weeks, not quite a month. Tried to use suboxone to avoid the withdrawals but failed. Only snorted the suboxone in very, very small doses when I felt it was necessary (3 times over 2 days). I realized it was just prolonging the withdrawals and prepared for the miserable days ahead. My last dose of suboxone was Tuesday April 24th at 7am. The only drug I used during the withdrawals was xanax to calm me down and help me get some sleep. I eventually cut down on the xanax and only used to try to get some sleep. Like any other drug I knew it was best to stop taking the xanax and try to sleep on my own. Two nights ago I feel asleep on my own but woke up around 3am and couldnt fall back asleep so I took a small dose. Last night, I fell asleep on my own again and woke up around 4am but didnt take anything and fell back into some form of sleep. At 7am this morning it has been 8 days clean for me. I haven't felt any physical withdrawal symptoms in a few days. However, I have been really emotional the past two days though, dwelling on my problems and then crying. No sign of that this morning, but I know from experience that PAWS can come and go in waves. So my ultimate question is, if I were to use oxycodone today in a single dose, would I go back into physical withdrawals? I know its not the best idea but, I have enjoyed opiates in moderation in the past and plan on doing the same. Thanks to anyone who tries to help. God Bless
