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Bluelighter
- Joined
- Dec 21, 2012
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I started Suboxone today as well as Kaiser's CDRP program.
This is the first time I have ever started treatment on my own will, because I really do want to quit heroin; I'm tired of waking up dreadfully sick every fuckin day, to where I cannot function at all. If I can do some school work than it's a goddamned miracle.
Anyways, they started me on 4mg, twice a day. Yesterday I used about .6 of black tar, intravenously. Today I did not go into pre. withdrawals.
But today, sadly "good fortune" came my way..... and I ended up with a half a gram of H for free. The temptation was too much, so I shot it. (By the way, this is AFTER I had taken 4mg of Suboxone)
Felt a small baby rush, but the nod was still the same strength. Weird that I still got the same high pretty much.
Anyways the last shot I did was about an hour and a half ago. When should I be safe again to take a sub?
I am 218 pounds, age 19, uuuuuhhhhh what else? I dunno any other physical shit to list.
Oh and lastly, I deleted 2 of my dealers numbers (the ones I get opis. from) and I felt very guilty and depressed for shooting up (the FIRST time that has EVER happened to me). I don't want to be a junkie anymore, I want to be clean.
When can I start my subs again?
This is the first time I have ever started treatment on my own will, because I really do want to quit heroin; I'm tired of waking up dreadfully sick every fuckin day, to where I cannot function at all. If I can do some school work than it's a goddamned miracle.
Anyways, they started me on 4mg, twice a day. Yesterday I used about .6 of black tar, intravenously. Today I did not go into pre. withdrawals.
But today, sadly "good fortune" came my way..... and I ended up with a half a gram of H for free. The temptation was too much, so I shot it. (By the way, this is AFTER I had taken 4mg of Suboxone)
Felt a small baby rush, but the nod was still the same strength. Weird that I still got the same high pretty much.
Anyways the last shot I did was about an hour and a half ago. When should I be safe again to take a sub?
I am 218 pounds, age 19, uuuuuhhhhh what else? I dunno any other physical shit to list.
Oh and lastly, I deleted 2 of my dealers numbers (the ones I get opis. from) and I felt very guilty and depressed for shooting up (the FIRST time that has EVER happened to me). I don't want to be a junkie anymore, I want to be clean.
When can I start my subs again?